"That's one of the first things we talked about in my therapy session this morning," he admitted. "The doctor told me to write everything down in letters to you two, but I think I can handle saying it out loud now. I told myself I was just being selfish until yesterday when I couldn't take it any more. Now I know it's just...brain chemistry," he sighed.
"I have just hated so much feeling like a burden these past few months. And the knowledge that I'll be a burden again and it won't get better, but worse- That's not been easy to handle."