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Tweak says, "don't look at me...STOP IT!!!"

Zoe (history_repeats) wrote in nevermore_logs,
@ 2012-10-06 09:01:00

Current music:	Maroon 5 - How
Entry tags:	greed, zoe hansen

WHO: Greed & Zoe
WHEN: Backdated last Tuesday night
WHERE: Zoe's apartment
WHAT: Can we talk?
WARNING: Objects in mirror may be closer than they appear

The apartment was dark, the only light on in Zoe's bedroom, her door closed. The place was too empty and quiet and she tried to convince herself that she wanted to be alone right now anyways. Zoe was in her jammies of PJ bottoms and a tank top and she sat on her messy bed with a book in her lap, only occasionally stopping to make notes. She was trying to keep her mind off things. She'd turned her phone off since the day before, since.. it happened. She didn't know what would be worse, hearing Greed's excuse or finding out she didn't have any messages from him at all. Both scenarios were pretty bad so she just left the blasted thing off.

Her morning with Patience had drained her and left her more confused and upset than ever. She tried hard to not let what he was saying get to her but she knew it did. And she couldn't even ask Greed about it because he was God knows where.. who cared, he wasn't here. She felt like an idiot.

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	better_than 2012-10-06 09:40 pm UTC (link)
	"Does it?" He scrunched his nose as if this were a new revelation. "I wasn't aware of that. I always took silence as an open door policy." He gave her the sad face, pout and all. It always worked on Lust. "Please? Your neighbors are staring with phones in hand. Don't let them call the cops on me." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	history_repeats 2012-10-06 09:49 pm UTC (link)
	Zoe sometimes couldn't believe she had feelings for this doof, "Now you know." The sad face was tempting but then he mentioned the cops and Zoe shrugged, "Well lucky for you, you know exactly what to do when someone calls the cops on you." and she gave him a knowing look. Alright, so maybe she was still sore from his little ditch and run. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	better_than 2012-10-06 09:52 pm UTC (link)
	Damn. He'd forgotten he left her behind. He needed a ploy. "I thought you were behind me." That was partially true. He hadn't known how to respond because she'd done the opposite than he'd figured. "Is that what you're mad about?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

history_repeats
2012-10-06 10:02 pm UTC (link)

Zoe nodded some more, "I was. I was standing behind you." he ran from her too, not just the situation.

She shook her head, "I'm not mad." she was mad. She didn't look at him but backtracked, "And if I was mad, it wouldn't be at you. Or at Freddie." not that he knew that Patience did a number on Zoe's head that morning, "If I was mad, I'd be mad at me for ever listening to either of you assholes."

Out of all the things Patience had said, Zoe hated that the thing that bugged her the most was the most insignificant of all..

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	better_than 2012-10-06 10:16 pm UTC (link)
	"What did he say?" He knew Patience had painted an ugly portrait, and maybe it was just as dirty. "You know its the truth. What I am and you took my arm as if it didn't matter." Only Lust was out for his well-being, and sex...he couldn't forget the sex. He pulled out a pick, determined he was going to get in. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

history_repeats
2012-10-06 10:23 pm UTC (link)

Zoe thought back to the little hammers Patience beat her on the head with and said, "Horrible things."

Greed wasn't helping his case. As always, honest but not the best answer. She put her hands on the sill and looked at him, "And you dropped mine as if it didn't matter." she hadn't lied earlier, she wasn't mad at him. She was mad at herself.

She walked away from the window to go back to her bed.

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better_than
2012-10-06 10:44 pm UTC (link)

"You dropped mine first!" The moment Patience showed she let his hand fall to the wayside. Not that Greed was the cutesy type that held hands with pet names, but it reminded him that he'd yet to soil her with his influence. He was using this as an experiment to see how far he could take it with very little from his side. This gave less side effects and acted as a placebo drug to her. All Zoe did was on her own. If he could figure out the master key to how this all worked, what it was like to have companions maybe he'd sate his curiosity.

But probably not.

He jiggled the lock, pushing up on the window when he'd gotten the latch to pop. He went to fling it open only to have it open partially. Hardly enough for him to squeeze through. He might have been able to get a leg through, and he damn well was going to try and fit his whole body through.

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history_repeats
2012-10-06 11:01 pm UTC (link)

He had her there. She had dropped his hand when Patience showed up. She didn't want to sound like a child arguing about it and kept quiet for a few moments. "I.. panicked, okay? I didn't think you'd care.." she hadn't realized that he even noticed she did it, or that it bugged him. This guy was always out for sex and skin, she felt like half the time when he did something like hold her hand it was to humor her.

She sat on the bed and watched him, wincing a little as that opening was not big enough to support a grown man of his size. Was he.. she put a hand on the bed, almost waiting to go help him if he needed it because he was headed in the right direction for an injury.

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better_than
2012-10-07 12:16 am UTC (link)

He had little leverage on her. He wanted to force a little on her just as insurance. As it was now he had more to lose, collateral damage if shit hit the fan too quickly. But where Josie had been used up until there was nothing left, he was curious to see where Zoe's feelings took her, she wouldnt dry up as fast. She was libel to stick around longer and Greed wanted to know what it was that was so special. If he was able to emulate it....

He pulled his leg out trying with the other as if he wasn't too big to get through the opening. Then he just went in head first, sliding half his body through, still just as stuck as before.

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history_repeats
2012-10-07 12:31 am UTC (link)

Zoe covered her face with her hands as he tried the same thing again at a different angle. He was like one of those mice that kept getting electrocuted but still wanted the cheese.

She quickly went over to him being stuck and wriggling around. She put a hand on his back, "Stop, stop.." and cracked the base of her palm against the stuck part of the window twice then pushed it up all the way so he could tumble in on the floor. Like typical New York things, to make it work, you had to show it tough love.

If Zoe could read his mind, she would have been so surprised. Greed had the biggest leverage on her without his sinly influence, by his real face and company. How much she valued him was the leverage he had.. but if he put no value on himself, it would be difficult to see that.

She winced and looked at him, reaching a hand down to help him up.

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better_than
2012-10-07 02:53 am UTC (link)

He slid on down to the floor face-planting while the rest of his body tumbled on top. He flopped over on his back after contorting himself out of the pretzel-shape he'd formed. Zoe's hand stuck out which he grabbed to get on his feet.

"Well that was fun," he brushed himself off having crumpled his nice jacket and tie. It had gotten him inside without blue and red lights flashing in his face.

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history_repeats
2012-10-07 02:57 am UTC (link)

With Greed that close and seeing him be his nutty self, she inwardly sighed. She wasn't getting away from him. And it wasn't like Patience had been saying about Josie trying to get away. Zoe simply didn't want to get away from Greed.

She gave him a look and put her hands on her hips, "Now what?" since he'd worked damn hard to get in. She had a strong feeling that he hadn't planned too far ahead.

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better_than
2012-10-07 03:20 am UTC (link)

He stretched his back, hearing a few vertebrae crack against the motion. "Ahhhhh, hi?" He scratched the back of his head not having planned where to go from there. She managed to counter any spell he'd thought to weave when she gave in without him trying.

Of course now that she had brought up Patience he was curious what had been said. "I forgot the whip cream." He teased.

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history_repeats
2012-10-07 03:34 am UTC (link)

She looked at him with a slightly wary look. This guy? This guy was the cruel evil monster that Patience was worried about?

The problem with having no one was she didn't have anyone to talk to about Greed. Everything that Patience had beat her up with.. she had no one to talk to about it. The person that made her feel better was Greed and he was the problem.

But she'd been bashed up by Patience twice, once at the eatery and then again at his house, she hadn't seen Greed.. she was so confused, so hurt but at the same time.. she stepped forward and put her arms around him, resting her head in the crook of his neck as she softly said, "Hi.." she needed a hug and there wasn't a line of people waiting to give her one.

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better_than
2012-10-07 04:31 am UTC (link)

The more he threw himself at this girl, the more he was hit with surprises. She never reacted how he'd expected, so the idea of abusing her with himself was cast off. Lust wanted him to be done, but he still stood going after his prize like the energizer bunny.

She dived in with her arms and it felt a little strange. Lust babied him sometimes, so did others when he pulled the corresponding mood and face. This was a whole new face, still a part of his overall, versatile nature.

"If you wanted whip cream that bad I passed a shop-and-go down the street."

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history_repeats
2012-10-07 04:43 am UTC (link)

Zoe scoffed a laugh still staying against him. Whereas Lust babied him to make him feel special, Zoe was doing quite the opposite. She'd taken a page from Greed's book, she wanted to be with him. So she did.

Her voice was a little muffled and very tired sounding, "I kinda never want to leave the apartment again." She sighed, "Instead of me promising I'll never drop your hand again, and you promising you'll never run off like that again, and both of us breaking those promises.. how about next time we get hungry we just order in?" she rested her chin on his chest and looked up at him with something broken in her eyes that she wanted to fix.

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