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Hope Duffield (equestri) wrote in nevermore_logs,
@ 2025-05-15 12:24:00

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hope duffield, prince john

WHO: Hope Duffield, Prince John
WHEN: Thursday evening
WHERE: His place
WHAT: Grooming, manipulation, bad stuff
WARNINGS: TBA but bad

Hope had been at her job for five and a half months now, and she had worked her way up to PA already. She was incredibly pleased to had achieved that under her own steam, and far too inexperienced to realise that -in fact - she hadn't. It wasn't her own steam at all. It was grooming. The pitying looks she occasionally got from older staff she misread as jealousy. To her, she had gotten her position because she was incredible. But it was her first job. How was she to know no one worked their way up from intern to PA in five months without neoptism or favourtism or something darker? Though to be fair, with Hope it could had been any of those things - being the daughter of a senator. But it wasn't, and the older women in the office knew. They also knew they couldn't say a word.

Not that Hope would have listened anyway. John had told her some people might be jealous of how trusted she was, and they might talk behind her back. She was used to that anyway, and it didn't bother her. He had said they might lie to scare her off, but Hope had assured him she wasn't that easily scared. She was strong! She knew what she was doing!

Which was why, when a text came in from John as she was already cleaning her desk to head home, she answered it. I need a file now, no questions! You are the only one I can trust with this. Get the files off my desk, I trust you in my office not to snoop, and then bring them to my home.

She was the only one he trusted! She was exhausted and hungry, and she was supposed to watch White Lotus with Tori later, but she was trusted and she couldn't let John down. It sounded so important. And she wouldn't want to let him down. She shot off a text to Tori to tell her that she needed a raincheck and then another one to John to tell him she was on her way. He could count on her! That was why she had the job, after all!

She arrived at his doorstep, cheeks a little red from the jog from the Uber. But she was smiling when she buzzed up. She had the files in a manila envelope clutched close to her chest, and if it had been raining she would have shoved them under her light spring jacket. Luckily, everything was dry and she wouldn't be seen as having failed him.

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equestri
2025-05-16 08:36 am UTC (link)

She opened her lips, but only because that would move this along. Her mind was sliding out of her body, and it was a good thing. Otherwise she would be thinking over and over about how this could not be her first time. It could not be. She wanted romance and flowers and being swept off her feet. Or hell, even to be with someone she liked. This was- This was awful. She didn't want it to be like this.

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phony_king
2025-05-16 08:43 am UTC (link)

"You can touch me, it's okay," John said softly, his tone warm and encouraging. "I won't bite, unless you want me to." He chuckled softly at his little joke and kissed her again, his mouth traveling down her jaw, soft stubble scratch on her skin. He held her firmly close with his one arm around her waist, and murmured, "Can I touch you?" as he did it anyway, his other hand covering her breast over her dress, gently massaging and trying to find her nipple through the fabric to rub over it. He ached to see her naked. He wanted to see if she had freckles all over. He hoped she didn't wax all over, because he missed the old days where women actually had body hair. He'd find out soon enough.

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	equestri 2025-05-16 09:09 am UTC (link)
	God, she did not want him to bite her. What she did want, was for this to be over. So when he asked if he could touch her, she said yes. "I- I don't know how to- I don't know how to touch you," she said shyly, her breath hitching in her throat as he touched her breast and she felt equal parts horrified and aroused. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

phony_king
2025-05-16 09:18 am UTC (link)

John smiled indulgently. So she wasn't putting it on that she was inexperienced, or if she was, she was a bloody good actress. "I'll show you," he said, taking her hand and placing it on his chest. "You'll get it. Just do what feels good. That's it." He wanted to put her hand on his crotch but he didn't want to spook her when she was just warming up. "You can unbutton my shirt if you want to."

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equestri
2025-05-16 09:25 am UTC (link)

Why did he keep saying 'if you want to'?! Of course she didn't fucking want to, he was old enough to be her dad! She reached out, her fingers trembling, and she tried to unbutton it, but she fumbled. "I- I don't-" Her hand was on his chest and she could feel his heartbeat under her palm and she tried to imagine this was happening with anyone else. Maybe Henry Cavil.

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phony_king
2025-05-16 09:46 am UTC (link)

"It's okay," John soothed, covering her hand with his. "You'll get there, it's fine. No rush." This was his favourite role, the sexy mentor schooling the maidens in the pleasures of the flesh. They'd get to the point where she would eagerly undress him, but he might have to leave something to look forward to. He kissed her fingers and then held her chin to kiss her mouth again until she started reciprocating- perhaps not enthusiastically, but at least she was trying. "Put your arms around my shoulders. Good girl."

And then he rested his hand on her knee, his thumb stroking the inside of it, waiting for her to grow used to the touch before he rubbed his hand higher up her thigh in little increments, back and forth, inexorable as the creeping of the tide as his tongue slid against hers and his other arm drew her into his lap.

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equestri
2025-05-16 10:00 am UTC (link)

Oh god, was this how it was supposed to feel? This sort of crawling dread, mixed with the betrayal of her body? None of her fantasies had been like this, but maybe this was what real sex was like. Life wasn't a storybook. Or an A03 smut fic, read under the covers at midnight, her hands between her legs.

Her legs widened without realising she was doing it, because she both wanted that hand far away from her, and creeping upwards. At least he had silenced her awkwardness with his tongue. And she was clinging on to him which meant he didn't have to touch his...anything.

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phony_king
2025-05-16 10:15 am UTC (link)

John felt her leg shift and smiled slightly against her lips. Curious, was she? The skin of her inner thigh was soft and warm, and his fingers crept upwards to brush over the gusset of her underwear. He stroked two fingers upwards, wanting to feel her shiver against him when he found her clit through the fabric, stroking until the fabric was damp and he would slip his finger past the elastic to touch her. Her pussy was smooth, damn it, seemed she succumbed to beauty standards just like the rest of them. Oh well, beggars couldn't be choosers.

"It feels good, doesn't it?" he murmured, watching her face as he played with her, teasing her clit but not yet pushing in.

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	equestri 2025-05-16 10:23 am UTC (link)
	Well now that he was touching her- Her head fell back, her mouth opening a little in surprise. Having someone else do this was so different from when she did it herself. And yeah - it felt good. "Hnnhhhhggg" she said, because saying anything else was too much, and she blushed furiously at the sounds she made. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

phony_king
2025-05-16 10:32 am UTC (link)

He loved the way her body shifted against him and she clung to his shoulders. He slid a finger slowly inside her, thumb on her clit as he began to thrust his finger in and out. "You're so tight," he said, half to himself. "Do you know how beautiful you look right now?" He'd have to ready her for later with two fingers so she didn't hurt too much, and the thought of that made his cock jump in his pants. He wanted also to make her come on his fingers, but if he didn't, well he didn't want to wait forever to fuck her. The thought of seeing her first orgasm and knowing he did it was making him very fucking hard.

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	equestri 2025-05-16 10:55 am UTC (link)
	She did like hearing she looked beautiful, because honestly she could get in her head about this. What if she looked fat? What if he thought she was ugly with her clothes off? Why did she care? She let out a soft moan and the feel of his thumb inside her and she gasped a little. "Oh goodness," she hissed. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

phony_king
2025-05-16 11:04 am UTC (link)

John kissed her throat as he fingered her, spreading her legs wider so he could get a better angle and her dress would ride up. He couldn't see her because her panties were in the way, but he could hear her moaning as two fingers slid in and out of her, crooking on the inside to see if he could find her G-spot. "Gorgeous girl- so good, you like this, I can tell-" If he said it, she would realise it must be true. "Show me how you like it, honey."

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	equestri 2025-05-16 11:09 am UTC (link)
	Well that wasn't going to be a problem because as much as she hated that this was with him, she did like what he was doing. She moaned and spread her legs wider, feeling overwhelmed by the sensations she had never experienced before. "Oh shit," she said, swearing before she could stop herself. She bit her lip and arched her hips towards him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

phony_king
2025-05-16 11:20 am UTC (link)

John applied more friction to her clit as she pushed towards his hand, making sure she was held up securely with the other arm so she could focus entirely on the sensations down below. "Come for me, baby, that's it. Just let go. You're so good." He kissed her and nuzzled into her neck, managing to get his other arm around her slender back enough to touch her breast.

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	equestri 2025-05-16 11:38 am UTC (link)
	People said things like 'come for me baby'? She would have been more incredulous if she hadn't been distracted by the feeling of pleasure building and building until she cried out. Her hand flailed a bit, and then she gripped his arm so tightly, as she rode the waves of pleasure and she hissed, "fuck!" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

phony_king
2025-05-16 12:00 pm UTC (link)

John held onto her as her muscles tightened around his fingers, keeping her secure through her climax. Carefully he removed his hand, and before she could come down properly and try to regain control of her faculties, he slid his arm under her knees and lifted her up off the couch. She could probably feel how hard he was as he cradled her body against him and carried her to the stairs and up, across the mezzanine to his bedroom. His wide bed was also walled in with windows, giving a splendid view of the city, but he only had eyes for Hope as he set her gently on her feet and kissed her.

He unzipped the back of her dress, peeling it back to kiss the top of her shoulder as he let the garment fall to the ground. He could smell her on his fingers and it make him shudder. "I want to see you naked," he said lustily, pushing her bra straps off her shoulders, his fingers caressing her skin. "It has been so hard to resist you all this time, do you know what you do to me?"

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	equestri 2025-05-16 12:06 pm UTC (link)
	He picked her up and carried her and it would have been romantic if she wasn't so terrified of this. He wanted to see her naked? "I'm nervous," she whispered. "What if you think I'm ugly?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

phony_king
2025-05-16 12:11 pm UTC (link)

"How- how could I possibly think that?" John took Hope's hand and pressed it to the bulge in his trousers, holding it there so she wouldn't pull away in fright. "You think that happens when someone is ugly?" He wanted her to undo his pants and take him in her hand but he didn't want to force her. Instead he let go and began to unbutton his shirt, hoping she'd keep her hand in place.

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equestri
2025-05-16 12:20 pm UTC (link)

Hope did want to pull her hand away, but also- It was her first time touching a dick. It felt weird. They really got that hard? Holy shit. "I did that?" she asked, looking up at him. And a very small part of herself felt a little proud of causing that reaction in someone so powerful.

So when he went to unbutton his shirt, she did keep her hand there. And she sort of felt around a little. "I- I like that I did that," she admitted.

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phony_king
2025-05-16 12:31 pm UTC (link)

John grunted, "You're doing that," at the feel of her as he thrust his shirt off his shoulders and tossed it aside, his undershirt quickly following. He didn't worry too much if she though his chest was ugly because he knew it wasn't. She might think of him as being old but his body was that of a man somewhere in his 30s and he did work out most days too. She was so cute in her wonder at the newness of this. Hadn't he told her she'd pick this up?

"I want you to touch me," he said, flicking his belt and the fly button open, and gestured an invitation for her to continue on and open his trousers. No more "if you wants" now. This was going to happen.

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	equestri 2025-05-16 12:34 pm UTC (link)
	"O-okay," she nodded. She was in this now, and the best way out was through. "I don't know how to do it. You have to teach me," she said, feeling ridiculous. What if she like...touched it wrong and it hurt? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

phony_king
2025-05-16 12:54 pm UTC (link)

John took her hand and moved it to the open top of his trousers. "Take it out," he said, pushing his trousers down a bit off his hips to give her more room. Fuck it, he could get rid of them altogether. He was going to be getting naked anyway. "Wrap your fingers around it and stroke up and down. Not too tight. You'll get it." He felt it was a pretty intuitive action. He wanted to tell her to suck it too but he wasn't sure she would like that right now. Next time.

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equestri
2025-05-17 04:27 am UTC (link)

Oh god, she was about to touch a dick. And maybe, just maybe she approached touching it like it was a snake who might bite her hand the second she got close. But once she had taken it out, it wasn't so bad. It wasn't slimy or gross, and his skin was warm and smooth- She wasn't in any way good at what she was doing, fumbling through it a bit, more exploring than anything. But at least she hadn't pulled her hand back and burst into tears. Which was what she wanted to do.

She raised her eyes to watch his face then, to see what his reaction was. Maybe that would be the way to get through this. To see the what she could cause a powerful man to crumble with her fingers. That made her tighten her grip - but not too much, and work at making it better as she stroked, watching his face to see if she was getting it.

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	phony_king 2025-05-17 05:12 am UTC (link)
	John groaned, giving her a nod of approval. He knew she was a sex kitten in the making. She wasn't making faces or being demure, she was trying and learning, and honestly he'd take any touch of hers right now bar pain. She was so sexy and she didn't even realize. He enjoyed the moment, watching her grow more confident. "Good girl, you're a natural." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	equestri 2025-05-17 05:32 am UTC (link)
	Did he really think being a 'natural' at touching a dick was a compliment to her? She hid the look of reproach she wanted to give, and just kept stroking him, her touch getting more sure and firm. "Are you- Uhm, am I just doing this?" Was he going to get sperms all over her hand?! Ew! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)