"You and me both." She sighed. "It's an awful position. I dislike my ex, my son's father, but I would never go back and change the decision I made. I love Alex with all of my heart... It should be your decision to make. Not the government's, and not anyone else's." She frowned. "I'm not sure I would have the relationship with a child that I do with my son if I hadn't wanted to have him or her, and was made to anyways."