"Of course I'm not happy about this. How could any one be happy known some one they love was being forces into something unfairly? This whole thing is completely ridiculous. I'll never understand we they couldn't just make it a mandatory shot at a certain age without the lottery. But of course, that would make things far too easy." She signed as she let her face rest against the palms of her hands. She hadn't meant to sound so disconnected or unconcerned. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that, Mother," Jae-Mi said as she looked up.
"And no, this isn't funny. It's not even mildly amusing. I'm enraged. I'm being forced to do something I not only have no desire to do but am not ready for. I'm not ready for this even a little bit. And I don't expect Daniel to take on any responsibilities of a husband. We'll have a child, if we can, and if I have to live with him, so be it. But he doesn't have to take care of me. He doesn't even have to be faithful. And as long as he doesn't expect me to act as a wife, things will be fine." Jae-Mi shrugged a bit, brushing her hair from her face.