Everyone hates my family. It doesn't matter where we go, what time period it is...we're hated.

I don't even want to be a vampire. All I want is to be normal, to be human. But I can't because I'm a Mikaelson and I never get what I really want. Instead I have to make due with all I have, my family. Because heavens forbid I find a friend. My luck...fate, whatever it is it should be called, always finds a way to ruin friendships.

Maybe it's my true nature, I'm caught in the twisted cycle that is being a member of my family. I'm going to live forever with none but my brothers. And we aren't exactly a functional family.

I jusr realized something. I am a slut.

A complete and total slutpuppy. God. I screwed my English teacher, thought I was in love with him and he turned out to be the biggest asshole ever.

How fucking stupid is that? Someone should just take me out back and shoot me.

God how long is this honesty going to last? Because it sucks.

You know what sucks about this place, besides being in one place for so long, which, seriously, never getting used to that.

My car.

I miss my car.

Sammy, why couldn't you have been with her when you showed up here?

Glad to not be a werewolf anymore. Not that it's bad to have been one. Completely, anyway. There's probably good and bad ones in the world just like with humans But I feel I didn't.. it's just, some points of it, it was hard to keep control. Very difficult. I like being human again now.

Now I'm ready to get back into some lacrosse practice on Monday. But tonight, I'll either try going bowling or maybe play some video games. That's always fun from what I remember.

Well, that was interesting. At least, when I get a tail, it goes with the rest of my body.

So, I guess that means I'm settling here then.

It was like I was possessed coming to this apartment. I didn't even know where it was.

That's only the second time I've seen that much meat in my life.