Barbara Gordon - Oracle (knowsherstuff) wrote in na_electronics, @ 2012-04-23 02:17:00 |
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To: "Ted Kord"
From: "Barbara Gordon"
Subject: Clearing the Air
Date: 4/23
Ted,It took hurting someone close to me for me to realize what an ass I've been lately. I realize I've been really weird lately. First, I got overwhelmed with a lot of things and forgot to keep in touch. Then, you found out about everything, and I closed up on you. I'm sorry for all of it, but it's hard for me to promise it won't happen again.
I'm a bag of neuroses sometimes. I have hurt the feelings of those closest to me, even when I thought I was doing something good. I have moved past what happened to me, but that doesn't mean it doesn't still affect who I am every day. And I just...as far as relationships go, I'm really rusty.
I like you. I like you sooooooo much. And because I like you, I know I needed to tell you all of this. You're cute and funny and smart, and you can probably do a lot better than me. Still, if you are amenable, then I'd like to keep seeing you. I just wanted to lay most of all the cards on the table first.
- Babs