Regina Blomgren ♕ Morgause (rundesirerun) wrote in mythopoeics, @ 2012-04-28 20:44:00 |
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Entry tags: | !event #019, !mini-log, morgause |
twenty-four.
It wasn't motherly love that saved the false!Gaheris from behind torn apart by her false versions of her sons. He remained in her home, calling out to her, demanding from her an acceptance of his forgiveness. The first hours, she enjoyed it. The next day she allowed it but the one after that she found herself worn, nerves frayed.
And no matter what she said, he wouldn't stop. So she had him gagged and bound, pushed somewhere where she could hear him kicking, trying to get out to get to her. How she imagined the real one would do the same but with different intentions.
She did not end him because she didn't know what the result of that would be. No matter what she wanted, she did not want to destroy her mortal daughter's life with selfish decision. Others could judge her for it, say it was her selfish decision that led to the loss of her head but Morgause was a woman with much pride and haughtiness to believe her affair was something offensive. Four out of five didn't react badly so it couldn't have been.
Morgause didn't wonder where Lamorak was in all this. It was probably better he hadn't come along anyway, false or not.