A family friend passed away last night sort of unexpectedly (she had breast cancer that spread all over her body in the past 5 years, but I saw her two weeks ago and she was talking and sort of mobile but Thursday night they gave her a couple weeks and she died Monday night). I was very close with her and therefore this is hitting me like a stone wall. I'm going to try and keep up with things but I am having trouble keeping my head on straight. Please bear with me.