Starfire (tamaranian) wrote in musingslogs, @ 2011-04-21 12:08:00 |
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Entry tags: | guerrero, starfire |
Who: Katya and Gideon
What: Training and a mild emotional breakdown
When: Saturday morning (of the last one variety...sorry it's so late D:)
Where: Their Dojo
Warnings: Does uncomfortable Gid count?
Katya was distracted, there were no two ways about it. With everything that had been going on, there just hadn’t been any down time. She was worried about Roger, more than she had been in a very long time. She wasn’t quite at the point of nightmares, but she was losing sleep over it already. She worked herself harder, picking up extra shifts at Dorsia and training longer, harder. She needed the distraction, to push herself so hard that everything else melted away. It wasn’t lost on her that she was doing something similar to what Roger planned to do, except she was throwing herself into her work because of her emotions. Not to bury them.
Saturdays were a ritual for her, and although this Saturday would mark the first time she had been in contact with Gideon after asking for permission to bring Scarlette to the Dojo with Fenris, she allowed herself to calm. She arrived at the dojo an hour and a half early, taking the time to meditate and let everything go. She needed to focus, to be on the top of her game for her father. Katya wasn’t sure what he’d do if she was so far gone as she had been of late.