Christina Nickson (devilsdaughter) wrote in museprompts, @ 2011-03-03 13:05:00 |
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Muse/Fandom: Christina Nickson/Point Pleasant
Prompt: 3. Do you believe in God?
Word Count: 432
Open to roleplay: Yes!
I know that God exists. He's never talked to me or anything like that. I mean, why would he? Like Riley said, I can't imagine I'm exactly on his Christmas card list or anything. I tried to be though. I did everything I was supposed to. Trying to find my mother lead me straight to St. Anthony's. Father Tomas told me that I had a choice. That my mother was human and she was good, she even worked in the church and she believed. For whatever it was worth, before he died Father Tomas tried to get me to believe too. He tried to get me to see that I could fight the power inside of me. My mother was human, I could choose to embrace that side. I could choose God.
Then of course, Boyd killed Father Tomas. I was so upset. He was my friend. I know he had feelings for me that a priest really shouldn't have for anyone but he was still my friend and he didn't deserve to die like that. At the beach, I stumbled away from the other party goers. I went to the beach and I begged God to help me, to guide me. I asked Him what he wanted from me, if I should die. And he answered. He answered by sending the long dead Father David back as a zombie to kill me.
So there's God for you. Zombie disciples. Even Jesse could have been considered a zombie. A really lively good looking zombie, but dead all the same. Oh right, that's another great thing that God did for me. After my boyfriend died, God sent him back with the specific purpose of killing me. We couldn't even have sex without Jesse's head getting filled with visions of a bloody death, of me destroying the world, of killing me to stop it all. But I didn't care back then. Back then I was still filled with hope, I still thought that maybe I could fight it, that God would choose me, would believe in me.
Then my mother came back to town. She pretended to be there for me, to try and protect me when all she wanted to do was kill me, all in the name of God. When Jesse came for me it was too late. I had already given up on any idea of God and accepted myself for who I really am.
The short answer to this question is yes. I do believe in God. It would be impossible not to when you're the daughter of The Devil.