Annie Sawyer (thenidied) wrote in museprompts, @ 2011-03-03 18:13:00 |
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I wasted my life. I didn’t take it for granted as such, but I still wasted it. I gave it away. I handed it over to a man that said he loved me. I suppose in some ways that’s normal, isn’t it? That’s what happens when you’re in love, you give them everything, your life, your heart and you trust them to be careful with it. Only it wasn’t like that with Owen. I suppose in some ways he was careful with it. He put it in a box, literally and metaphorically come to think of it. He practically locked me away, he took me away from my friends, my family, he wore me down until I was a different person, until I was shy and frightened and he was all I had. Owen was my life.
And then he killed me.
So I suppose you can’t really count any of that now, can you? Because that’s not me anymore. That’s my past.
Okay so let’s start again, shall we? My worse character flaw? George would probably say it’s the amount of tea I make, although I’ve been doing better with that lately, trying to do productive things, make cakes and that kind of thing instead. I’m not sure Mitchell what would say. Perhaps that I’m too optimistic, or too trusting. I try to see the good in people, sometimes of course that’s impossible, but I believe in second chances, even with Owen, even which the Wotsit he was sleeping with while we were engaged. I believe that in the end everything will be all right, because if you don’t believe that, then what? I’ve faced some horrible things. My own death, my own murderer vampires trying to kill my best friends, mad, religious scientists trying to kill my friends, yeah there’s been quite a lot of people trying to kill my friends. I’m already dead, properly dead, so I thought I was safe, only then I was sent to the other side, so I suppose ‘safe’s’ relative, isn’t it? Um anyway…where was I? Oh yeah, everything being fine. Well it has been. In the end, no matter what everything’s always turned out okay. Mitchell saved me. George and Nina are fine, better than fine really. We had to move away from Bristol and my beautiful pink house, but everything’s okay. I think maybe we’re safe now. I have Mitchell, George and Nina have each other, and we’re in it together. We’re all safe now and there’s going to be a baby. I mean come on, what could possibly go wrong as long as we’re together?
Muse/Fandom: Annie Sawyer/being Human
Prompt: What's your worst character flaw?
Word Count: 436
Open to roleplay Absolutely