LYDIAS
...I'm already starting to feel the impact of that, even excluding Barry, but the thing about Barry is that, for me, even with this being so new...I don't know, maybe this sounds a lot more shallow than it actually feels because I don't really know how to express it properly, but being in a relationship with a man rather than a boy, it's just...so different and in a lot of the very best ways. I know that you understand that. It's...more fulfilling? I guess that isn't really a question, it is more fulfilling, but it's just the ways in which it's more fulfilling, I'll never get that back home, I just won't. So he alone, you know, makes me see that, but even setting that aside, the opportunity I have in front of me at Stark Industries? I could never even dream of having an experience anywhere near this caliber and it's just...
Yeah. It's a little scary. I miss Mom so much and I miss the versions of my friends who are my versions of my friends, but...this place can offer me so much more than Beacon Hills can and I know that and I want to go home, but at the same time, I'm terrified to be sent home. So I get that, I really, really get that. I mean, and for you, it's probably even more so; you have a child here, you have your own family.