DEREK.
Spending time with someone and thinking that they're worth it are two different things, Derek... being honest with someone, taking down walls, letting them in, those are all things that make them feel worthy of you. Being locked out... it's not fun. That doesn't make me feel like I'm worth your time, it just makes me feel like you're bored and you want someone to hang out with.
No, it's everyone. Even back home, the people that I worked with tried to keep me out, and apparently they keep doing that to the point where I leave the city all together. It's not just you. It's everyone...
I don't want your life story, I just want honesty. If you're feeling something I just need you to tell me that, instead of hiding it. That might work with other people but you're transparent to me, Derek, I can always see when you're hiding something and it hurts. If it's something that you don't want to talk about then just tell me you don't want to talk about it, or tell me that you're not ready, but when I bring it up don't... lie and tell me that there's nothing there or there's nothing wrong. I don't think I'm asking for a lot...