DEREK.
You can't promise me that, Derek. I wish that you could and I know that you want to but we both know that there's no way of knowing. I just miss him so much sometimes, and then I have to deal with seeing the other one and Lydia with their... whatever the fuck they have going on and it just disturbs me. And yet I'm jealous of her in some weird way because at least she has him as her best friend? And that's what he was for me? I don't know, it's conflicting and I hate it.
I want to see you adopt a new little one though. I really want to see that.