DEREK.
I'm not uncomfortable because of the person you were back in Beacon Hills; the other Derek's here are complete strangers to me, I don't even recognize them. They're the ass backwards ones to me, they don't make sense. You make sense. The problem is that you were to me what Scott is to Stiles, you were my right hand man, and to see you with your life together and settled...
Like I said, Derek, please know I mean it when I say that I love seeing you like this but it also hurts. I feel like I've missed everything. I feel like I missed my brothers wedding, and the birth of his first child and his first interactions with his future wife. I missed him buying his first house or building his pack, I just missed it. It kills me.
But that's not your fault, and it's not my fault that I came here when I did. I know it's something I need to get used to, I'm just trying to figure out how. I jumped into things thinking that everybody was the same. No one is.