LYDIA.
That's just it, though. I don't have everything I need. I have my pack and that's amazing; I'm not knocking it. But the people I cared about back home are all here...and the majority of them avoid me like the plague because I'm different from what they know and they feel weird about it. Fundamentally, Lydia, you and I aren't all that different when it comes to that. Mostly, I try to ignore that, but once in a while, it gets to me.