CORILY.
Lils, your mom wouldn't want you to just...ignore your birthday because she's not here. She'd have wanted you to celebrate and take your mind off of that because your mom is kind of super fun and likes you happy. And I know that's hard without the rest of your fam, trust me, I totally get it.....but it is a big deal you only turn 20 once! Plus, once you reach a certain age birthday are like meh. You're not old enough for that yet, girly.
Tell me I can at least bake you a cake or cupcakes and sing to you? I will cry if you don't let me. Do you want me to cry?