[She doesn't pick up on the head shaking, she's busy trying to stay awake and get this off her chest. She hears his comment, and she knows no matter what she says, Mox is going to keep trying to build her up. He'll say what everyone who wants to be her friend says. That she made a mistake and the only thing to do is to move on because she'll get a new chance with someone else eventually. But he's the only one that matters.] I didn't think it'd hurt so much. Cheating, lying, losing him. I didn't know. And it kills me to see him laughing and joking and happy with all his new girl friends who hate me. I should be happy he's not hurting, but I'm not, and that's really fucked up. I can't even recognize me anymore.