I don't-- [She closes her eyes to blink, but her face feels hot and the tears keep spilling out in a steady stream while they're closed so she reopens them] I don't care about that. I'd trade all of this, the money, the fame, all of it just to get him back for a little while. Do you know what it's like to have someone love and trust you? To really believe in you, Mox? I didn't think I did until I lost it and now nothing else fucking matters because I can't go back.