No, I know. I'm just saying that place desensitized us to a lot of stuff. Like I feel like Steve and Lydia would be really uncomfortable with the fact that we can and do talk like this, because they wouldn't understand it. ...because it's not normal. We're pretty fucked up. At least now we're fucked up and ] I>happy,</i> though. And I'll take that as a compliment since there were plenty of guys in the City who would've given their left nut to fuck you.