This is all so weird and I feel like shit talking to the other Bucky. I didn't ask for any of this- hell, I didn't even want the shield or anything that came with it. I'm not saying it's all be terrible or anything like that but I spent every day asking myself if I was doing what you'd do, being the Captain America you would've been. I wasn't made for any of this, and the last thing I want is to upset you or him or whatever just for the way the cards were dealt in my world. If I could change any of it- I would, in a heartbeat. Steve should have gotten the girl, should have been the hero. Should have lived his life the way he deserves.