DragonHeart - 9:38AM 1. What's something that you know you do differently than most people? I pour milk into the bowl before the cereal.
This could be anyone. Ivy?
2. Who in this experiment makes you feel safe? Yo that's so fucking gay
The sheer douchebaggery of this answer means it couldn't be anyone but Scotty Simms.
3. Who in this experiment makes you feel unsafe? Kind of Lila? I don't care if that goes public, she said some shit that I'm not okay with.
Marco, maybe.
4. What goals have you set in the past that you haven't achieved? I never had goals. Carpe diem and all that!
Hmm. Edwin?
5. Where do you wish you were right now? Right this second? At a Starbucks. Don't get me wrong, the coffee situation is a serious fucking improvement, but sometimes a girl just wants a green tea frappuccino with extra matcha and two pumps of mint and a mountain of whipped cream. And two ham and swiss breakfast sandwiches. And like three fucking lemon cakes. And chocolate covered espresso beans. And a travel mug that fits more than 4 ounces in it. Oh and that drink with the berries in it. And then walking out with ten bags of ground coffee and never having to ration it.
This can't be anyone but Felix. ;D
6. Thinking back to the best day of your life, how do you think those feelings could be recreated? Well to start, we're going to need a lot more costumes than what we have here.
Edwin!
7. To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken? Honestly, who the heck knows. Probably you. How much of it did you guys mess with behind the scenes?
Pam?
8. Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things? both? they both affect other people. I don't want to do anything to hurt anyone unless they deserve it somehow.
Tobias.
9. How do you feel you've changed since becoming part of this experiment? I am so frigging lonely oh my god.
New girl? I don't know her well enough to know if she'd say frigging. Or oh my god.
10. How are your fears related to your childhood? I don't think they are. Not really. My childhood was more or less fine. It's just my brain.
Uh. Marco?
11. Do you ever replay something, like an embarrassing moment or words left unsaid, in your head? What is it? [....] I don't know who you are, or the life experiences you've had, but I have to assume you're at least a person. I won't even say you're a bad person, despite the shit you're doing to us. Maybe you think you have a reason. Maybe you're taking orders from someone else. Doesn't really matter.
If you have people in your life, even if you don't think you're gonna lose them anytime soon, you show them every damn day that you love them. You let them know somehow how you feel about them, that you appreciate them, that they belong to you. If you have a mom or dad, you call them right now. If you have a wife or a husband, do something for them. Go somewhere. Make memories. If you have kids, tell them how proud you are of them. Make memories with them too. Don't just talk about the things you want to do with the people you love someday. Someday might not happen.
I know that's not quite the answer this question was asked for. It is what it is. There's always "things left unsaid". I've got too many dead people in my life to narrow it down to a list.
Oliver?
12. How do you deal with hurt and pain? I used booze for a while but I've stopped doing that. I guess maybe I brood and sort of internalize it.
This was me.
13. Is it easier for you to love or to hate? Its easier to be indifferent.
Lila.
14. What do you do when you feel afraid? I don't know. I guess, deal with whatever is scaring me at the time? I can't remember the last time I felt afraid.
Owen.
15. If you could bring back one person that was part of this experiment but has since been removed, who would it be, and why? It's a tie between Juno and Cecilia. Both are necessary in different ways. Both mean a lot. Both would make me happy to have back on a personal level, but also really make someone else even happier. I'd also like to see Georgie back.
Edwin?
16. What are three things you like about yourself? My wit. My eyes. My amazing boobs.
Kiley! ;p
17. What are three things you don't like about yourself? That I did something to find myself here. Not putting myself out there more since I've been here. That I haven't had sex in a really long time and this place isn't helping.
This is a tough one. I'd say Pam but she definitely puts herself out there. I might say Jack but, same. It's too introspective to be Scotty and I know it isn't Chase, Kiley, Tobs, Felix, Oliver or Edwin. Maybe Owen now that Cecilia's gone?
18. Do you believe in a higher power? not god, or anything. kind of weird to think that whatever is responsible for everything in the universe ever even cares that earth is a thing with all of the other billions of galaxies out there. whatever makes space and matter and time do what it does is a higher power, right? not theological or whatever, but there's definitely things way stronger and more profound out there, and anything we do here is insignificant in the grand scheme of things. not even a blip on the universe's radar.
Chase?
19. What makes you special? How far I'll sometimes go for a fucking joke, even if it's really only funny to me.
Jack?
20. How do you feel in this moment? Okay. It isn't bad here.