┌∩┐(◣_◢)┌∩┐ - 2:46pm [Private] 1. What's something that you know you do differently than most people? I pour milk into the bowl before the cereal. What kind of fucking monster LOL Probably fucking Tobias
2. Who in this experiment makes you feel safe? Yo that's so fucking gay Haha that's me fucking of course
3. Who in this experiment makes you feel unsafe? Kind of Lila? I don't care if that goes public, she said some shit that I'm not okay with. Oh snap someones throwing SHADE. [...] Ivy's got a room by her I think. Maybe Ivy?
4. What goals have you set in the past that you haven't achieved? I never had goals. Carpe diem and all that! Jack?
5. Where do you wish you were right now? Right this second? At a Starbucks. Don't get me wrong, the coffee situation is a serious fucking improvement, but sometimes a girl just wants a green tea frappuccino with extra matcha and two pumps of mint and a mountain of whipped cream. And two ham and swiss breakfast sandwiches. And like three fucking lemon cakes. And chocolate covered espresso beans. And a travel mug that fits more than 4 ounces in it. Oh and that drink with the berries in it. And then walking out with ten bags of ground coffee and never having to ration it. They say they're a girl so Kiley
6. Thinking back to the best day of your life, how do you think those feelings could be recreated? Well to start, we're going to need a lot more costumes than what we have here. Edwin's the costume guy I remember that shit from New Orleans
7. To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken? Honestly, who the heck knows. Probably you. How much of it did you guys mess with behind the scenes? That's a fucking good point. Owen.
8. Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things? both? they both affect other people. I don't want to do anything to hurt anyone unless they deserve it somehow. Maybe this one's Tobias.
9. How do you feel you've changed since becoming part of this experiment? I am so frigging lonely oh my god. Lila?
10. How are your fears related to your childhood? I don't think they are. Not really. My childhood was more or less fine. It's just my brain. Chase. Yo I don't know shit about most of these people this shit sucks.
11. Do you ever replay something, like an embarrassing moment or words left unsaid, in your head? What is it? [....] I don't know who you are, or the life experiences you've had, but I have to assume you're at least a person. I won't even say you're a bad person, despite the shit you're doing to us. Maybe you think you have a reason. Maybe you're taking orders from someone else. Doesn't really matter.
If you have people in your life, even if you don't think you're gonna lose them anytime soon, you show them every damn day that you love them. You let them know somehow how you feel about them, that you appreciate them, that they belong to you. If you have a mom or dad, you call them right now. If you have a wife or a husband, do something for them. Go somewhere. Make memories. If you have kids, tell them how proud you are of them. Make memories with them too. Don't just talk about the things you want to do with the people you love someday. Someday might not happen.
I know that's not quite the answer this question was asked for. It is what it is. There's always "things left unsaid". I've got too many dead people in my life to narrow it down to a list. I don't know Pam talks a lot
12. How do you deal with hurt and pain? I used booze for a while but I've stopped doing that. I guess maybe I brood and sort of internalize it. Jack
13. Is it easier for you to love or to hate? Its easier to be indifferent. Owen
14. What do you do when you feel afraid? I don't know. I guess, deal with whatever is scaring me at the time? I can't remember the last time I felt afraid. Shit maybe Felix? He seems like the fucking Dodger like why should I worry and shit
15. If you could bring back one person that was part of this experiment but has since been removed, who would it be, and why? It's a tie between Juno and Cecilia. Both are necessary in different ways. Both mean a lot. Both would make me happy to have back on a personal level, but also really make someone else even happier. I'd also like to see Georgie back. Shit I don't know. Oliver?
16. What are three things you like about yourself? My wit. My eyes. My amazing boobs. Lila.
17. What are three things you don't like about yourself? That I did something to find myself here. Not putting myself out there more since I've been here. That I haven't had sex in a really long time and this place isn't helping. Shit maybe Lennon LOL
18. Do you believe in a higher power? not god, or anything. kind of weird to think that whatever is responsible for everything in the universe ever even cares that earth is a thing with all of the other billions of galaxies out there. whatever makes space and matter and time do what it does is a higher power, right? not theological or whatever, but there's definitely things way stronger and more profound out there, and anything we do here is insignificant in the grand scheme of things. not even a blip on the universe's radar. Is this a Harper thing or something
19. What makes you special? How far I'll sometimes go for a fucking joke, even if it's really only funny to me. Kiley
20. How do you feel in this moment? Okay. It isn't bad here. LOL I dont know who wants to be here.