Jack Montgomery (manchildish) wrote in mountzenithnet, @ 2020-10-20 19:22:00 |
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Entry tags: | #day 055, jack |
Jack - 2:12pm [Private]
1. What's something that you know you do differently than most people?
Cook.
2. Who in this experiment makes you feel safe?
Everyone.
3. Who in this experiment makes you feel unsafe?
Everyone responsible for putting me here. And at least one dangerous asshole who isn't here anymore, even if part of me hopes he might be alive for his kid's sake. Keep him away from us, though.
4. What goals have you set in the past that you haven't achieved?
Literally everything, thanks to you.
5. Where do you wish you were right now?
Obviously at home with my kid.
6. Thinking back to the best day of your life, how do you think those feelings could be recreated?
You can't. Just try to make a new best day.
7. To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken?
Honestly, who the heck knows. Probably you. How much of it did you guys mess with behind the scenes?
8. Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?
Probably the second. I'm not always good at the first, depending on what it is.
9. How do you feel you've changed since becoming part of this experiment?
Angrier and sadder. Thanks.
10. How are your fears related to your childhood?
Rhetorical question, but you've seen my parents, right?
11. Do you ever replay something, like an embarrassing moment or words left unsaid, in your head? What is it?
I puked on a Victoria's Secret model once. In my defense it was before she actually got the gig, but I also still definitely puked on her. Not actually a good defense. She was really sweet about it, though. Sorry, Martha!
12. How do you deal with hurt and pain?
I drink. I cook. Both?
13. Is it easier for you to love or to hate?
Love. Hate sucks.
14. What do you do when you feel afraid?
Panic? I don't know. Usually there's someone better at adulting around.
15. If you could bring back one person that was part of this experiment but has since been removed, who would it be, and why?
Juju, obviously. And you have to ask why then you're obviously new here.
16. What are three things you like about yourself?
My friends, my kid, my hair.
17. What are three things you don't like about yourself?
I feel like I'm probably a little judgmental maybe? I don't know. Self-diagnosis is bad, right? I hate that I didn't stick with cooking. I hate that I ever though I'd be okay with Izzy moving.
18. Do you believe in a higher power?
Sometimes? I don't know. My relationship with god is probably better than my relationship with my dad, but both are mostly nonexistent, so that's not saying much.
19. What makes you special?
If I let my chest hair grow out it's almost perfectly symmetrical.
20. How do you feel in this moment?
Like you're going to twist this in a bad way and make me look like an ass.