You're not failing! You do more than plenty of people around here do, so if you need a day to recover, you take it. Just, like, like I said, if you drink today, be more careful. But also be careful if you do decide to go out and try to bring people supplies? I don't think anyone should ever be away from the houses on their own, even with the best of intentions. So yeah, if all you do is cover food duty for when people start coming back, you've already gone above and beyond.
Well of course I was great, I'm always great ;-) You can message me whenever you need today if you want to, it might just take me a little to respond but I love you and I'm here if you need me.