I understand what you're saying. and no, chase wouldn't want me out there. knowing that doesn't make this any easier. you have no idea the morbid thoughts I've been having He would be out there looking for me.
After what happened with Simms, I don't know that I can say with confidence that they don't want us dead.
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or I guess it's more that they won't step in to help us if death is a possibility.