[Markus Hall is ZELUS] (zealousgod) wrote in monte_rpg, @ 2012-07-14 10:50:00 |
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Current mood: | aggravated |
yes, hello, jealousy?
[PRIVATE]
I'm trying. I really am. I want her to be happy, and I want her to do whatever she wants to do. But god fucking damnit I am not in the mood for this right now.
I'm trying not to tell her what to do, who to see, or how to live her life or whatever, but it stings like all hell to watch her do stupid shit. And then she tells me about it. Oh, thank you, yes. It's not like I'm going to get jealous or anything. Fine, fine. Fucking fine. Do stupid shit. Date guys that don't mean anything to you. But god fucking help everyone if you come crying to me about anything.
[PUBLIC]
I'm curious. Do any of you feel like you've retained parts of your old personality? I mean, it's kind of a given, I suppose, that we'd be something like our former selves, but what if it's detrimental? there's also the chance that you could be nothing like that person at all, provided your lives were different enough. I don't know. I've been feeling a bit more like old me than ever as of late.
[NIMUE]
How're you, girly? You up for another night out sometime?
[MANNY]
Want to hang out sometime? It's okay if you're busy or whatever. I think I might kill someone.
[JAMES]
Is it too much to ask for a post-date sparring match? My sister won't shut the fuck up about you.