£∃G↑∅∏ ♟ (legionnaire_) wrote in monte_rpg, @ 2012-07-03 14:06:00 |
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Current mood: | aggravated |
Current music: | MARLBORO FANBOY - MARIE DIOR |
[video : filtered from admin]
[It's around two in the afternoon when the reality of everything that had he'd been told this morning during his mental fitness evaluation really starts to sink in. They'd been tossing around words like medication and cannot continue his studies. Without proper counseling, of course, but even then, the sheer weight of being told that there's something so wrong with him has forced Max right out of the equation of his decision-making, and left Legion in charge.
And Legion is pissed]
[When the video starts, it's obvious that his camera is broken somehow. Possibly from the last time he tried to make a video. However the break occurred, it causes both the video and the audio to be quite distorted. Out of place colors, a constant buzz of static, and an odd habit of cutting out visuals completely every time he makes any sort of jarring movement create an atmosphere almost as uneasy as he is. His voice is low, broken, demonic, shattered into thousands as a hand curls into his hair, and his eyes wander everywhere but straight ahead.]
t'naC etacidem tahw t'nsi ereht.
you don't know, you don't know. [He brings both arms up to cover his head, and they're covered with brand new pink scrapes from his fingernails. None quite cut to bleeding, but they're quite angry and impulsive-looking, as if he'd simply sat down and done it.] do you think meds will fix this? do you think we NEED FIXING?
it's all fucking bullshit. can't fix what we are. can't medicate it, can't take it anymore, can't stand him anymore. too weak. anxious. stupid. can't focus. can't do basic tasks. if anyone needs fixed it's-[static.]
if he wasn't our body, we'd-[a great amount of static cuts obscures the audio, and Max, obviously under duress, reaches up to cut the feed altogether, as if having a singular moment of clarity that tells him their arguments with themselves aren't something that should really be posted on the public forum. He tries to filter it before Legion brings his hand crashing down to click the 'post' button.]
[Legion hates Max. More than they have in a while. It's a strange disconnect, the line between Max and Legion feels solid again, with the demon hoard pushing hard on their side, hoping to spill out and take Max, too. Hoping to get rid of him. Mutiny, and overthrow him for good. Erase all those feelings for Hel, because they're making him weak. Getting him into trouble, and making him oblivious to the consequences. Legion hates him. Hates her. Hates everyone. But Max is determined to hang on until it calms down, until he realizes it's just a little more counseling and maybe a few pills to keep him calm. He's hanging on for Bethany, if nothing else in the world. She likes Max and that matters. That holds a little ground on the battlefield. Bethany likes him, even if they don't.]