Mexico and/or Malaysia this summer. Wow! I've never had the opportunity to leave the country before - I only saw the beach for the first time this spring - and now I may have the chance to travel to not one, but two countries? Cai and Liron have themselves a worshipper.
Adventure is what I need. How can you represent the needs of the world if you've never explored it? Considering last week's insanity, things have certainly turned themselves around. Though I have much to learn. And yet I've taken many strides. I don't know if I will develop deeper relationships with anyone in the future, but I do know I have to be more honest with myself than I was before.
Beau implied...hm. That I lead men on. I think I hurt her feelings. I've been foolish. I need to be more conscious of not only what I say, but what people may read in what I say. I think I should - I think I will. I just need to ask her for advice. Worst case is she isn't here and I asked empty space. But I think she is.
[Filtered to Hera]
I know I'm not one of your children and if you'd rather disregard this, I will understand. But I need advice. I have so many questions about - all sorts of things, really. And I know so few people from before who I feel close enough to confide in.
[Filtered to Jake]
It took some practice, but I made you something from the glass you gave me. It's a dreamcatcher. Does it interest you? If not, I fully understand.
[Public]
I can't sit through any more of this studying. My entire door is covered in sticky notes. I dropped one of my books on the stove because I was reading while making dinner. Apparently multi-tasking is not one of my fortes. Seared off the skin from the tip of my left pointer finger. The price of knowledge!
But I must say, really, I owe thanks to many of you! I was in a terrible mood last week and your encouragement, suggestions, and your humor really lifted my spirits. Lily, I owe you the deepest thanks. Your advice really helped put things in perspective. Camilla, I loved running with you! If ever you'd like company again, please consider me. As well as spoil ourselves with that dessert. Further plans for making finals a much more bearable week include ice cream and hugs by Sam's inspiration and painting quotes on my ceiling by Professor Anderlini's inspiration. And once the finals are over, picnics and parties!
To those who are graduating this semester - CONGRATULATIONS! I'm sure it's a royal pain in the behind, but this is the home stretch!