Aria Dixon // Euterpe (museicalme) wrote in monte_rpg, @ 2012-03-30 00:57:00 |
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Current music: | The Raconteurs |
Entry tags: | ares, artemis, euterpe, judas iscariot, melpomene |
Pull This Blanket Off
[When the arrow wore off this time, the crash hit Aria like a ton of bricks. One minute, she'd been practically dancing around her room in her t-shirt and panties while working on a mix of songs for Aidan, who she was pretty damn sure was her boyfriend after the incredible night they had together, and the next she was sitting on her floor stunned speechless as she realized what had happened.
Two thoughts collided in her head - Arron was right, and Aidan was probably going to hate her. Tears began to well up in her eyes, frustration over knowing that the events of the past day and a half were nothing but a glorious fever dream making her shake with repressed anger. Part of her wanted to confront Ben, but the more rational part of her was trying to find some reason to not be pissed at him. She didn't want to think her best friend would so willingly mess with her, and doing that twice within the past two weeks was really not a point in his favor, but in the end she chose to believe that regardless of Ben's involvement this was all her fault. She'd brought this misery into Aidan and Arron's lives, and they both had every reason to loathe her.]
[Text message to Aidan/Text message to Arron]
I owe you a massive apology. You have every right to hate me, and to never speak to me again. There's nothing I can think of to do to ever show you how sorry I am, and I don't expect you to forgive me.
[Filter: Public]
I can't help but love when I find lyrics that perfectly sum up all my feels...
"Pull this blanket off of me,
Maybe it will help me see,
The things I believed to be true..."