Iris / Blythe Collins (element_sky) wrote in monte_rpg, @ 2012-03-14 16:04:00 |
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Current mood: | crushed |
Entry tags: | abel, amdusias, angrboða, cain, fenrir, flauros, ganymede, heimdallr, iris, terpsichore, zephyrus |
I'm so sad and I can't stop crying... There's this pigeon I named Rideout and I've been feeding him and taking care of him for the last three weeks, and I found him this morning...
...dead.
Dead! I don't even know what happened, I stopped feeding him bread after I learned it makes his stomach explode, but then wouldn't there be a big hole or something!? He was just there with his little feet in the air and his wing crooked to one side like he was waving at me! "Goodbye, Blythe, this is the end! So long and thanks for all the fish!"
Did he fly into a window looking for me?? I'm not hard to miss - I stuck sun stickers on my bedroom window so he could see that I would be his constant light!
I just don't understand! Worst birthday ever.
[Filtered to Zack]
I'm sorry I'm such a loud crier. And that I spent most of my time crying on the hallway floor. It didn't hurt when you stepped on me because my soul is already crushed.
Also, my parents called to wish me a happy birthday. They're sending a care package. My mother told me to tell you she says hi and that she's sending you some of those chocolate dipped gummi bears you love.
I'm going to go bury Rideout. I should be home for dinner.