Kurt Hummel (greateststar) wrote in mckinley_high, @ 2012-03-28 02:55:00 |
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Entry tags: | ! aim, # character: blaine anderson, # character: finn hudson, # character: kurt hummel, # character: rachel berry, # character: santana lopez |
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Who: Santana, Kurt
What: Santana wants to gush about Brittany’s ring. Kurt needs to take a raincheck.
When: Late Tuesday night
Rating: G
Santana Lopez 1:13 am
hey.
look, i'm sorry about the shit that went down. and i'm still sorry for the whole nickname debacle - i renamed you on my buddy list and in my phone to kurt instead of diva
and i apologized to sugar about the threats. because you were right about that. i just... i hate fighting with people, inside glee at least
Santana Lopez 1:15 am
i guess you're not in the mood to hear from me, so i'll leave you for now. but i really am sorry.
Kurt Hummel 1:17 am
I know... I'm just trying to hash things out with Rachel.
Santana Lopez 1:18 am
ok well... when you're done... can you please squee with me over me and b, and b's ring?
i was kind of counting on you complimenting my taste :-P
Kurt Hummel 1:19 am
I will be perfectly happy to squee tomorrow. You can go ahead and pencil it in.
Who: Kurt, Blaine
What: Kurt just needs to hear a voice that’s on his side
When: Late Tuesday night
Rating: G
Kurt Hummel 12:02 am
Am I the only one who thinks this is all ridiculous?
Is everyone getting engaged?
Blaine Anderson 12:03 am
I am so thoroughly confused right now that it's not even funny.
Kurt Hummel 12:03 am
And did you see the fight between Santana and Sugar in Sugar's journal?
Blaine Anderson 12:06 am
Yes, oh god.
That snowballed so fast I'm not even sure what happened.
Kurt Hummel 12:06 am
Who tells someone they're going to murder them??
I know that Sugar stuck her foot in her mouth, and it's really really bad if she outed Brittany
But... reading that...
Blaine Anderson 12:07 am
That was way out of line, I agree.
Kurt Hummel 12:08 am
It was like I was hearing it from Karofsky again.
And I know, it's not fair to bring that into it. I know I shouldn't.
Blaine Anderson 12:09 am
No, that's a valid reaction.
Kurt Hummel 12:09 am
No one believed that Dave would do anything to me, either. But I didn't know that.
He said he was just joking, it was all a misunderstanding.
But when he said it? He looked so angry and he was so... close...
Santana gets angry a lot -- and Sugar's a baby. How's she supposed to know for sure Santana is just joking?
Kurt Hummel 12:10 am
And where Brittany's concerned... are we sure Santana's totally joking?
Blaine Anderson 12:10 am
It's not harmless if you actually believed they'll would do it, that was way over the line.
Kurt Hummel 12:13 am
I feel like everyone has gone crazy lately
Blaine Anderson 12:14 am
Maybe they'll settle down as classes get back into a routine and everything?
It's been one thing after another lately, we could use a break.
Blaine Anderson (mediumxdrip) is available 12:16 am
Kurt Hummel 12:16 am
I really hope so.
I just... why is everyone getting engaged?
Blaine Anderson 12:18 am
I have no idea.
I can't say I'm surprised about Santana and Brittany, honestly -- Santana showed me the ring months ago.
Kurt Hummel 12:19 am
It's just so soon after Finn and Rachel.
It's like, okay, Finn and Rachel did it, so we have to too
Blaine Anderson 12:21 am
Maybe they'll stick to the long engagement, at least?
Kurt Hummel 12:22 am
Well, they certainly can't get married in Ohio.
Blaine Anderson 12:25 am
No, they'd have to wait until they get to New York, at the very least.
So no impending second wedding, not for a while.
Kurt Hummel 12:26 am
Is it wrong that my heart is still beating fast over the murder talk?
Blaine Anderson 12:26 am
Hey, no, it's okay.
Blaine Anderson 12:27 am
Do you need me to get on Skype or something?
Kurt Hummel 12:27 am
No... no, I feel foolish for letting it bother me.
It wasn't even directed TO me
Blaine Anderson 12:28 am
It's not foolish -- it was a reminder of something that was really, really difficult for you, you're allowed to be upset.
Kurt Hummel 12:29 am
I know that Santana gets angry and all, but of all the people to say something like that, I thought she would understand the line.
Kurt Hummel 12:29 am
The Bully Whips were her stupid idea.
And I thought she cared at least a little that that's why I left McKinley for Dalton.
Blaine Anderson 12:31 am
Yeah, the fact that she's working on bringing back the Bully Whips in a more effective capacity makes it a lot harder to let pass.
Kurt Hummel 12:32 am
I think she only cares if it affects her.
Like, starting up something like the Bully Whips would look good on her college apps or law school apps or whatever. Show's she's fighting the man.
But if it means she has to watch her words? Not a chance. She was only 'kidding'.
Blaine Anderson 12:34 am
She'll definitely have to get a handle on her temper if she's serious about doing something about the bullying, that's for sure.
Kurt Hummel 12:36 am
This isn't my fight to fight, but I felt I needed to say something.
Blaine Anderson 12:37 am
No, someone needed to call her on it, and you have the best perspective on how awful that can be.
Kurt Hummel 12:39 am
I just feel so stressed out lately.
Blaine Anderson 12:40 am
I know, I'm sorry.
We'll do something fun this weekend, de-stress and just relax.
Kurt Hummel 12:40 am
I'm really looking forward to brunch.
Of course, they'll probably see us out at brunch and assume that you're going to propose.
Blaine Anderson 12:41 am
...Yeah, I love you and all, but -- no.
Kurt Hummel 12:42 am
Oh thank god.
Not that I don't love you, but... we are 18
And I have no desire to be anyone's husband at 18.
Blaine Anderson 12:47 am
Yeah, same here.
Kurt Hummel 12:50 am
So, taking bets... which pair will break up first?
Blaine Anderson 12:50 am
That's terrible, Kurt, :p
Kurt Hummel 12:52 am
I'm baaad.
Kurt Hummel 1:03 am
I'm so angry right now, it isn't even funny.
How DARE they say that my support was conditional?
Blaine Anderson 1:03 am
I just -- this is ridiculous.
Kurt Hummel 1:03 am
I didn't wave pom poms for Finn and Rachel, but they alwayshad my support!
Kurt Hummel 1:18 am
Should I have stormed out of there?
Blaine Anderson 1:18 am
I don't know -- I think this might be something you and Rachel need to work out together, without an audience providing color commentary?
I can't even keep up enough to jump in, and I wasn't sure if you'd want me to, anyway.
Kurt Hummel 1:20 am
Well... I would've liked some support.
It's hard getting ganged up on
Blaine Anderson 1:21 am
I'm sorry, I couldn't type fast enough to keep up, :(
Kurt Hummel 1:22 am
You should really work on that skill. It's coming to be quite important.
Blaine Anderson 1:23 am
Yeah, speed-typing plus quicker sharp responses, I need to get right on that.
Kurt Hummel 1:23 am
Surely that was something they taught you at Dalton.
Blaine Anderson 1:24 am
Nah, too much bureaucracy and red tape.
Kurt Hummel 1:26 am
Silly Dalton boys.
Ugh, I almost want to tell them all that we ARE engaged just to see how THEY handle it.
Blaine Anderson 1:27 am
I'm pretty sure that wouldn't go over well, :)
Blaine Anderson 1:30 am
You and me, we're okay where we are -- doesn't matter what anyone else thinks about it.
(Brittany sends her love, by the way.)
Kurt Hummel 1:31 am
Brittany is sweet. Misguided, but sweet.
Kurt Hummel 1:38 am
And we're... the most adult members of the group, you realize that right?
Blaine Anderson 1:39 am
I think that's probably a matter of opinion -- but I like to think we're reasonably mature, most of the time.
Kurt Hummel 1:39 am
Blaine, really... look at the group.
Blaine Anderson 1:49 am
Yeah... but god knows I'm not going to claim I'm all that adult, considering some of the screw ups I've made.
Kurt Hummel 1:50 am
Well, I think your screw ups have just made you a better person.
Blaine Anderson 1:54 am
I hope so, :)
Kurt Hummel 1:54 am
I've got Finn and Rachel both coming at me. How about I call you in the morning? I'm exhausted.
Blaine Anderson 1:55 am
Okay -- get some rest, I'll talk to you tomorrow.
Kurt Hummel 1:55 am
Love you :-)
Blaine Anderson 1:55 am
Love you, too, :)
Who: Rachel, Kurt
What: Rachel and Kurt has things out re: the wedding
When: Late Tuesday night
Rating: G
Rachel Berry 1:12 am
Fine. Since everyone thinks we should shut up. The mere thoguht that you would even CONSIDER I didn't want you in my wedding is RIDICULOUS. And you KNOW it.
Kurt Hummel 1:14 am
I wanted to be a part of your wedding, Rachel.
Rachel Berry 1:14 am
You have a funny way of showing it.
Kurt Hummel 1:14 am
You're one of my best friends. We're supposed to take on New York together.
Rachel Berry 1:14 am
And we still are.
Just because I wanted to marry Finn? That didn't change anything else.
Kurt Hummel 1:14 am
Me? I'm not the only one who's involved in this.
Kurt Hummel 1:15 am
Yeah, well... I still think you're young.
But I guess that struggling as a young married woman is still struggle.
Rachel Berry 1:15 am
I'm young. Okay. But I love Finn. And this is what I want for MY life.
Kurt Hummel 1:16 am
And that's fine.
I said my piece, and I was done with it.
Not everyone always agrees with you, Rachel. And that's okay.
Rachel Berry 1:16 am
I'm NOT upset that you didn't AGREE with me!
Kurt Hummel 1:17 am
It doesn't mean that we don't want to support you.
It doesn't mean that I don't want to support you.
Rachel Berry 1:17 am
But your attitude about it suggested otherwise.
Kurt Hummel 1:19 am
Rachel, how long have you known me?
If anyone knows what's beneath this snarky exterior, it's you.
Rachel Berry 1:20 am
I know! But ..I guess I just thought it would be different.
Because you are you and I am me. It's who we are and what we do.
Yeah, I didn't expect you to be over the moon about the idea but I DID expect you to at least insist we look at wedding magazines together.
Kurt Hummel 1:21 am
I thought we'd have until May. We could buy a pretty dress. And plan a lovely cocktail hour afterwards, where you had a white cocktail dress because a full length would've just been too much.
Rachel Berry 1:21 am
Yeah, and Finn wants that still.
Kurt Hummel 1:22 am
A party?
Rachel Berry 1:23 am
You don't think that Finn was actually happy with the wedding we had, did you?
I mean, sure. He was happy that we were married, but ..
Finn wants to give me everything.
Kurt Hummel 1:23 am
He has questionable tastes sometimes... I wouldn't have been surprised if he wanted you to walk down the 50 yard line.
Rachel Berry 1:23 am
Yeah, but he LOVES me. And he wants to give me the whole experience.
Kurt Hummel 1:24 am
They why didn't you wait?
Rachel Berry 1:24 am
Why shouldn't we have? We know what we want.
Kurt Hummel 1:24 am
We could've done the whole thing up in May. Or June. June is such a wonderful wedding month.
Rachel Berry 1:24 am
Well, maybe we still will.
I know you're holding on to the idea that by June I would have changed my mind, but ..
Kurt Hummel 1:25 am
Because as much as the marriage is for you? The wedding part is really for your family and friends. It let's us celebrate YOU.
You guys will have the rest of your lives to celebrate each other. We get one day. We wanted to have that one day.
Rachel Berry 1:25 am
No one really seemed to be in the celebrating mood.
Rachel Berry 1:27 am
Not to mention, Finn and I weren't sure who was even going to show up.
Kurt Hummel 1:27 am
It was a surprise to all of us.
We just needed some time to wrap our heads around it.
Rachel Berry 1:28 am
But that's just it, Kurt. My marrying Finn? It's not about you guys.
It's about me and Finn.
Kurt Hummel 1:28 am
And we know that.
Rachel Berry 1:29 am
So, that's why everyone made it about how THEY feel?
Rachel Berry 1:31 am
Stop guilting him, Kurt.
Kurt Hummel 1:32 am
I'm not trying to guilt him. I'm trying to point out that he needs to hash it out with his mother. Carole's amazing and she is so hurt and is hurt more than I know how to help her.
She keeps muttering about his dad, Rachel.
And I don't know what she's talking about, so I can't help her.
Rachel Berry 1:33 am
Alright. But you've told him. He gets it.
Kurt Hummel 1:33 am
Okay.
Rachel Berry 1:34 am
Say what you want to me, but ..
Kurt Hummel 1:35 am
He left her a note, with no way to get in contact with him.
What if your child did that?
But that doesn't matter now. I just want him to talk to Carole so that maybe she can sleep at night.
Kurt Hummel 1:36 am
And I want things to be okay between us again.
Rachel Berry 1:36 am
I'm not saying him not talking to his mother was right.
Kurt Hummel 1:36 am
Between you and me, between me and Finn, between Finn and Carole...
Rachel Berry 1:36 am
But, don't push him.
Kurt Hummel 1:37 am
Pointing it out isn't pushing him.
Rachel Berry 1:37 am
It is. You know Finn. Because you didn't just tell him once.
Kurt Hummel 1:37 am
Fine.
Rachel Berry 1:38 am
And I want things to be okay with us, too.
Kurt Hummel 1:41 am
So... what do we need to do to make things okay?
Rachel Berry 1:42 am
I don't know.
I'm still married to Finn. So, that won't change.
Kurt Hummel 1:43 am
Here... why don't we scrub the past as best we can, and make this a new marker.
Kurt Hummel 1:44 am
So... I hear you're the newest Mrs. Hudson...
Rachel Berry 1:44 am
I am. It just happened this past weekend.
Kurt Hummel 1:44 am
Ooh, exciting. So tell me. Mr Hudson... I bet he looked dashing.
Rachel Berry 1:46 am
He looked so handsome. I'm not sure I've ever seen him look so handsome before.
Kurt Hummel 1:47 am
Well, now for the most important question.
How did you look?
Rachel Berry 1:47 am
It was one of the top 3 moments of my life.
Rachel Berry 1:48 am
I hope that I looked pretty. But he says that I'm always beautiful.
Kurt Hummel 1:48 am
Well, I heard from a little birdie, that you looked radiant.
Rachel Berry 1:49 am
That's promising.
Kurt Hummel 1:52 am
Although I also hear that it would've been even better if a certain someone had gotten to pick out the dress himself.
Rachel Berry 1:53 am
Oh yes. I'd heard something about that.
Perhaps next time that wont be an issue.
Kurt Hummel 1:54 am
I don't think it will be
Rachel Berry 1:54 am
That would be nice.
Kurt Hummel 1:56 am
So... how about we call it a night. And tomorrow after school, we go get coffee and a scone and I tell you you can't eat the scone because we have a dress to find for a 'look who got married' party later in the spring?
Rachel Berry 1:56 am
That sounds perfect.
Kurt Hummel 1:56 am
Goodnight, Rachel :-) Dream of Broadway.
Rachel Berry 1:57 am
But I'm totally eating it.
Kurt Hummel 1:57 am
I know you are.
Rachel Berry 1:57 am
Night, Kurt!
Who: Kurt, Finn
What: Kurt and Finn hash out things re: the wedding
When: Late Tuesday night
Rating: G
Finn Hudson 1:24 am
Let's put it out there, man to man.
Thanks for taking care of my mom. We had a big fight and we never fight and it was really scary.
Kurt Hummel 1:27 am
She was really worried about you.
Finn Hudson 1:27 am
I know.
Kurt Hummel 1:27 am
You could've at least left a forwarding address. She was afraid you were on the street or something.
Finn Hudson 1:27 am
I didn't have a forwarding address, I stayed at Santana's while I got a place
Kurt Hummel 1:28 am
She kept muttering something about your dad. I don't know what it was.
Finn Hudson 1:29 am
Seriously Kurt? I'm trying to make things better and you throw that in my face?
Fuck this
Kurt Hummel 1:29 am
No, I'm not throwing it in your face.
Finn, that wasn't meant to be accusatory.
I'm saying, she was really worried, something about your dad was bothering her, so just know that next time you talk to her.
Carole is amazing.
She's the best step mom I could've ever hoped for. And I know my mom would've been really happy that Dad found her.
So... I'm just saying, as an aside... hash it out with your mom. So she stops worrying.
Kurt Hummel 1:31 am
So... let's you and I say what we need to say and move on.
I was hurt I wasn't asked to be part of the wedding.
I wanted to be. She's one of my best friends and you're my step-brother.
Kurt Hummel 1:33 am
Family is everything. Just like at Dad and Carole's wedding.
I want to be family, Finn.
Kurt Hummel 1:39 am
I'm sorry if you think I'm pushing you. I won't talk about it any more. I just want us to be okay.
Finn Hudson 1:40 am
That's all I wanted to and your agenda is to make me feel horrible.
Kurt Hummel 1:40 am
My agenda was NOT to make you feel horrible. I was worried about her, and you're the only one that can make it better. She misses you. But you know that, and I don't need to say anything more about it.
Finn Hudson 1:40 am
Yeah, and we're talking again.
Kurt Hummel 1:41 am
I'm glad to hear that.
Finn Hudson 1:44 am
How did you feel when Rachel and I said we were going to get married?
Kurt Hummel 1:45 am
Like you were too young. And I was scared about how it was going to change Rachel's plans for New York, and by extension, my plans for New York.
Selfish, yes, but those are feelings.
Finn Hudson 1:47 am
Rachel and I... for some reason it just seemed right and we weren't even a little scared. And Rachel was so excited that everyone we loved would be there. If course I was going to ask you to be a groomsmen. If Rachel didn't make you her maid of honor.
Kurt Hummel 1:48 am
I thought we'd get until May and throw you a good old fashioned wedding.
And I wanted to be in the wedding, because I love weddings.
Finn Hudson 1:48 am
But all of a sudden it felt like me and Rachel against the world... and if it had to be that way we really wanted it to be that way
Finn Hudson 1:49 am
And I didn't think you'd want to go to my bachelor party, I figured if anything you'd go to her party.
And I feel like when you were there, even now, you think it was a bad choice
And I just really wish you'd stop thinking like that and start thinking...
Kurt Hummel 1:51 am
Finn, you can't change my thoughts. That's just time. But you'll always have my support. We're family. And Hummels are pretty big on family.
Finn Hudson 1:51 am
Like a brother who's happy for his brother, who wants to see him succeed, not fall flat on his face.
Kurt Hummel 1:51 am
I don't want you to fall flat on your face. You couldn't sing if you broke your nose like that.
Kurt Hummel 1:51 am
I want you both to be very happy. And for her to come to Christmas. And for her to complain when we make a ham.
Finn Hudson 1:51 am
So you'd still rather think about how stupid you think we are instead of hoping for the best?
Kurt Hummel 1:52 am
When in all of that did I say that I wasn't hoping for the very best?
I AM hoping for the very best. I want you both to be nothing but happy. And since that's together, I want you to be happy together.
Kurt Hummel 1:56 am
And Rachel and I have talked things over. We're good now.
And I want you to know that I want you both to be so happy.
Finn Hudson 1:57 am
Don't you dare hurt her again.
Kurt Hummel 1:57 am
Same to you.
So... we'll both only do good things for her.
And you and I? We're family.
Finn Hudson 1:59 am
We are, but Rachel is now too, and you were supposed to be her best friend
Kurt Hummel 1:59 am
Rachel counts as family too.
Finn Hudson 2:00 am
Don't push her away, she might act strong, but shes hurt too. get
Kurt Hummel 2:00 am
And she's your wife, but she's also one of my best friends, so we both need to be there for her.
So, we'll both be there for her and it will be awesome.
And I'll be there for you too. Cause we're all family.
Kurt Hummel 2:01 am
But I have to get some sleep or else my skin will be a wreck tomorrow.
I hope we're better now, Finn. It's strange, but I hadn't realized how much I'd gotten used to you just being down the hall.
Finn Hudson 2:02 am
All right, go to sleep dude
Kurt Hummel 2:02 am
Goodnight. Bro :-)