Sugar Motta (sugar_motta) wrote in mckinley_high, @ 2012-03-28 00:43:00 |
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Entry tags: | ! aim, # character: santana lopez, # character: sugar motta, # character: will schuester |
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Who: Sugar, Mr Schue
What: Sugar wants to talk to Mr Schue about Santana threatening to murder her.
When: Tuesday night
Rating: PG
Sugar Motta
mr schue? it's sugar. can i ask you a question? it's kind of serious.
Will Schuester
Hey Sugar.
Sure. What's up?
Sugar Motta
you know how everyone's taking, like, a really serious stand on bullying?
telling someone you're going to kill them is bullying, right?
Will Schuester
Whether it's joking or not, it is to be considered as bullying, yes.
Why do you ask?
Sugar Motta
because...
i might have noticed that brittany had on an engagement ring, and so i was wondering on my journal whether it was real and a real engagement ring, and puck told me that it was, so since finn and rachel were so sad that no one was being happy for them, i wanted to be really happy for brittany and santana!
so i posted that i was happy, and santana told me she was going to 'fucking murder me'
and, i mean, i don't know if she really would, but santana's been really angry lately and i just... i dunno, it scared me a little
Will Schuester
I see. That does sound rather serious. Perhaps, I should talk to her about that.
The least you could have done was go to the actual source about it rather than Puck. I will say that.
Sugar Motta
so she tells me that she's going to murder me and i'm the wrong one??
she was wearing the ring in glee club for two days! i didn't know it was a secret.
Will Schuester
When Santana gets upset -- or anytime really -- she isn't afraid to speak her mind. Keep that in mind, Sugar.
But I'm not saying that was right for her to say. It was wrong
Sugar Motta
she's scary when she's mad.
Will Schuester
She is. And the least you can do is apologize if you haven't done so.
Sugar Motta
i did. she keeps saying the brittany's parents read my journal, which i don't see how they could since they don't know my name
and that i've ruined brittany's life and that i'm a terrible person.
Will Schuester
It was an honest mistake, I'm sure.
Sugar Motta
she says i should've known she wouldn't actually kill me, because who would do something like that? but isn't that why kurt left school? cause that guy told him he was going to kill him?
words mean something, mr schue, and i know that i don't always think before i talk, and sometimes things sound different in my head than they sound when i say them, but i've gotten better about it after i got into the troubletones, and then once you finally let me into glee club... but how am i supposed to know when she's just joking?
Sugar Motta
should i have just stopped trying to get into glee club when you told me no the first time?
Will Schuester
No. Of course not. We're happy you're apart of Glee club. I mean, your auditions wasn't entirely horrible you just needed some work.
And luckily you did get that from Shelby
Sugar Motta
shelby was really nice. she helped me find my pitch.
even if daddy was paying her for it at first.
Will Schuester
In regards to words, yes they do in fact hurt sometimes.
Shelby is a good teacher
Sugar Motta
you're a good teacher too, mr schue
we're an... odd group
Will Schuester
Thanks Sugar.
And we are, but through all the drama we all somehow look out for each other, even if we get at each other's throats at times.
Sugar Motta
that's what i wanted when i tried out for glee club
i just wanted to belong somewhere
Will Schuester
Well I hope you found it, despite all this drama
Sugar Motta
i really like glee club
it's nice being around people a lot. homeschooling was really lonely last year.
Will Schuester
We're really the only club that's accepting of each other's differences.
I can only imagine. Homeschooling can be rough
Sugar Motta
i only had to do it for a year, though
Will Schuester
that's good.
How are you feeling?
Sugar Motta
a little better. i still don't know when she's kidding, but i feel a littel better
Will Schuester
Well this is only one time.
she hasn't threatened you in the past has she?
Sugar Motta
she hasn't really talked to me in the past
unless you count her telling me that i definitely wasn't the star in the troubletones
Will Schuester
Well, it seems like she is amounting to her mistake, but if this becomes an issue again. Don't hesitate to come to me about it.
We will take care of this
Sugar Motta
thanks, mr schue
i really appreciate you listening to me
Will Schuester
No problem. Whatever you need, don't hesitate to contact me
Who: Santana, Sugar
What: Santana’s still angry at Sugar, but there are apologies all around.
When: Tuesday night
Rating: PG
Santana Lopez
hey.
Sugar Motta
hi santana
Santana Lopez
i'm sorry i said i was gonna kill you.
Sugar Motta
that was really mean
Santana Lopez
yeah, well. so was getting b kicked out of her house.
Sugar Motta
i was just trying to be supportive. and puck told me it was true so i didn't think it was a secret
Santana Lopez
you still should have asked one of us.
it's just lucky b has someplace to go
Sugar Motta
why didn't you tell her parents? should you, like, ask for her hand or something?
Santana Lopez
we were going to.
but we were scared that something like this would happen, so we were waiting until we had set her baby sister up with a way to keep in contact with b
and until b had packed some of her shit up, just in case
then we were gonna go in there together and tell them.
cos before all this? b's parents figured she was just experimenting with me. they don't know she's... gay or bi or whatever she is. they think she's just fooling around.
so she's essentially getting outed at the same time - this is heavy shit, and it should have been handled more delicately than it was.
Sugar Motta
i didn't know she wasn't out, cause she's out at school
and why would her parents be reading my journal?
they don't know my journal name
Santana Lopez
it's all networked
and you show up on her flist
Santana Lopez
you made her cry, sugar
Sugar Motta
i still don't see why her parents would see my journal. i didn't mean to make her cry.
i guess this means my dad will see where you threatened me?
Santana Lopez
because you don't think
you don't think that shit might get back to people
what's your dad gonna do to me? out me? get me kicked out of home?
too late, been there, done that
Sugar Motta
i know there's a big push against bullying now. threatening people can't be good.
Santana Lopez
i said i was sorry
Sugar Motta
besides, weren't you one of the people who started the bully whips? i heard about them.
Santana Lopez
guess you won't show him THAT part, huh?
Sugar Motta
show him what part?
Santana Lopez
and you won't show him the part where YOUR WORDS made b cry
the part where i said i was sorry for that
Sugar Motta
i didn't mean to make her cry! i thought i was being supportive!
and i'm sorry that i said something that wasn't public. it was out at school so i thought it was public and her parents don't have a journal that's on my list
so... yeah
Santana Lopez
yeah, but... you know people
who know people
who have parents
who know her parents
and let's face it, you're not exactly low profile, because of who your dad is
Santana Lopez
you had to know that by posting it on your journal, people were gonna see it.
Sugar Motta
yeah, people in glee club, who i thought already knew
i know i'm usually the last to know things like this, since you guys were all friends before i got there, so i was just trying to be a part of the happy stuff
Santana Lopez
funny though - i mean we all knew about q's baby, and managed not to put that on the internet
and everyone knew i was gay - whether they said so or not - and managed not to put that on the internet
just... let this be a life lesson, ok? no matter how exciting or good you might think the news is, unless you're DIRECTLY involved, it's ALWAYS good practice to check with the people who ARE involved before plastering it over the internet. ok?
Sugar Motta
weddings are something to celebrate
Sugar Motta
and you should use this as a life lesson to not tell people that your'e going to murder them. because that's a shitty thing to do.
you're scary when you're mad and i don't know if your'e kidding
Santana Lopez
i said i was fucking sorry
Sugar Motta
and so did i!
Santana Lopez
but let's be real - me saying i was going to murder you? you knew damn well i wouldn't follow through, because that would get me arrested
Sugar Motta
but you keep telling me it's a 'life lesson' and all of that
Santana Lopez
my words didn't hurt anyone nearly as much as yours hurt b
Sugar Motta
i don't care if i'm younger than you
how am i supposed to know you won't kill me?
Santana Lopez
...because i'm latina, not sociopathic.
Sugar Motta
isn't that why kurt left school? cause that guy told him he was going to kill him? didn't i hear that right?
Santana Lopez
it's more complicated than that
though it was a part of it
kurt left because of a pattern of abuse that the faculty did nothing to prevent
Sugar Motta
you talk really big, santana. how are we supposed to know when you're just messing around and when you're serious?
Santana Lopez
not one isolated incident
Sugar Motta
maybe you should watch your words too, cause your words hurt too
Santana Lopez
oh boo hoo
Santana Lopez
i'm sorry, i'm finding it really hard to be sympathetic to you - you get to go home to mommy and daddy and sleep in your own bed
me and b don't
once and for all - no, i shouldn't have said i was going to murder you. for what it's worth i never had any intention of harming you physically - i was just furious.
but you really pissed me off, the way you casually just destroyed someone's life and you KEEP MAKING EXCUSES for it. like i'm the one who's over reacting, when my fiance is sobbing all over me because her parents kicked her out because of something YOU said.
Sugar Motta
i still don't know how they saw my journal. they don't have my journal name.
i'm sorry for saying anything -- i was just trying to be supportive.
Santana Lopez
well it's great that you're supportive - i do appreciate that
s'more than finchel got, so thanks.
best i can figure, brittany had her flist up, and so when they turned on the computer, they saw you on her list
either that or someone saw it and maybe started talking over the fresh produce to her mom at the grocery store
these things... have a way of snowballing
Sugar Motta
i'm sorry i made her cry. i was just trying to be supportive.
Santana Lopez
ok
...at least i can tell you, cos i didn't tell anyone else
you know there's a full carat and a half of diamonds in that ring?
:-D
i don't even think b herself knows it's that intense
she just likes it cos it's sparkly
Sugar Motta
that's a lot of diamonds
Santana Lopez
did you see the pic of it?
or just what was on her finger?
cos it has the big one up top, but the little ones go all the way around the center of the band
Sugar Motta
wow
how did you afford something like that?
Santana Lopez
i bought it like... a year and a half ago.
cos i've known for a long time that she's it for me
i've been saving ever since i first figured that out.
plus, you know. you're not the only one whose daddy is loaded.
Sugar Motta
i don't think my daddy would buy me a ring to give to someone else though
but wow, that's a long time
Santana Lopez
my daddy didn't buy me a ring to give to her
he just gave me a big ass allowance
most of which i saved.
i've been saving since i was about... thirteen?
Sugar Motta
wow
Santana Lopez
yeah
i mean i've loved her since we first met
i knew then i wanted to be with her always
it just took some growing up to figure out the logistics
Sugar Motta
it's very romeo and juliet, without the poison
Santana Lopez
yeah
we have razorblades instead
Santana Lopez
i keep them in my hair
Santana Lopez
come in the chat? i'm gonna do the announcement, and do it right
Sugar Motta
okay
Santana Lopez
did you get the invite?
so maybe you could help me plan it
when the time comes.
Sugar Motta
i'm really good at planning parties
i mean, you were at the sugar shack.
we can make it epic.
Santana Lopez
yeah, that was cool
i liked that i could kiss b in public and no one threw anything at us
Sugar Motta
the sugar shack is a hate free zone
nothing but looooove
or at least really strong like
Santana Lopez
:-) it was nice.