Joli
I never lied to you about things that are not related to the sacrifice. I never lied about things that mattered. I love you. I mean that.
I /do/ trust you. I trust your intentions and that it would work and my life would continue. I trust you love your friends and you love your people. I trust your altruism.
What I don't trust is that you have considered all options. That you are so used to sacrificing yourself that it has become a force of habit. That you won't even accept help!
Everything of my so-called offenses was for you. You're right, maybe I should have said I couldn't keep that promise. I did try. But I realized I'm not an obedient lap dog that is going to sit at home while you continue to make this sacrifice then move on like you want me to.
I care about you! And if you are willing to do so much to help me, why is it so weird I wouldn't want to do the same?
If you decide I'm not trustworthy and you want to end it, then fine.
But I will /never/ stop fighting for you and to save you.