Joli
Don't you want to hear people out? The people who care about you?
This is my last point and then I'll stop -- Rabbis pour over the same holy texts year after year, century after century. It is constantly being reinterpreted and revisited. Thoughts entertained. You just need to make your argument. Debate is literally baked into our religion.
My point is -- it wouldn't hurt to just hear what people had to say -- trusted people of course -- once they have all the evidence made available to them. It wouldn't hurt to just listen, entertain the thought, provide your evidence to why it has to be you. Why you must allow history to repeat itself.
You lose nothing.
I would enjoy my life more if you were in it-- more than just a memory. And I'm not the only one who feels this way.
You are tenacious 24/7.
Okay, you know me, loving theatrics, I'll yell it from the roof tops.