The wolf thing is the joke. I didn't think it was exactly that but just trying to provide an example.
I guess I had a handle on Kyo when I didn't know much about him. And now I know more -- how different we are from each other is just not meshing. I feel uneven.
Like my parents love me and support me. His didn't. He grew up so lonely. I didn't. And I feel those things so close despite here I don't. I love my parents. And I know they suspect something. But the fact I can't talk to them like I always have is making me feel that loneliness.