[Unconsciously her fingers curl, biting into the still cool fabric of her jacket.]
I know what happened... better than anyone, really. [It's still fresh in her mind, like yesterday.]
I'd being lying if I didn't say there wasn't... frustration, resentment, and so much sadness. Even now I feel so many different emotions in regards to what happened and why.
[She takes a breath, a little shaky, loath to remember those last few moments together. But, she would explain things, too.]
My uncle wanted to eat me. He came...with a bunch of other bad vampires and killed my father, who attempted to intercept and stop them. From what I learned, though, Uncle Rido had a hunter weapon. The combination of a weapon and a pureblood...is fatal.
[Further yet her nails bit]
Mother, she... wanted to protect me at all costs. Even as I was still screaming for father, knowing that something was wrong she kissed Kaname goodbye and pulled me into another room. If they couldn't find me... if I wasn't even the right species, then I was safe...so... [Licking her lips on another unsteady breath.]
So... she killed herself, in order to seal me away so that I could live a normal life without being hunted or abused. I wasn't supposed to change back or remember any of it...