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[It makes sense to him, but it doesn't make him feel any better. He can't blame anyone, because it's no one fault. The Order did it, but the Order isn't here. So he's trapped, with all this hate inside of him, and no one to direct it toward. If he can't let it out, will he be angry forever? If he can't be mad at the Order and the people in it for letting them do all these bad things, all that's left is himself. For being stupid enough to trust them and think they cared about him.
The Order just wants to save the world, and Alma's the one who let himself be used. The Order won't ever learn what they're doing is wrong if people keep letting the Order use them and throw them away.]
I understand. [It's not Allen's fault the Order hurt him. It's Alma's fault.] They didn't hurt me, so it's not their fault. Everyone else is gone...so there's no one to blame.
[He'll have to find a way of handling this anger on his own.]