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By my understanding, the Order you're referring to is trying to save all of humanity. The things they did to you might be horrible, and you're right not to trust them anymore. No one should trust them.
--But they are trying to save lives. Isn't it possible that someone in the Order might simply not want the human race to end, and has no other option but to help them, however cruel their methods? What if the Order is manipulating them the way it was manipulating you, and they don't know anything any more than you did before today?
If the leaders of a country are corrupt -- does that mean everyone in that country is corrupt? [soft] Your anger should be directed at the Order... but not everyone in the Order.