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[Hearing that...Alma doesn't know how it makes him feel, but it's like he's floating. The anger and the hurt fade into the background for a moment. Because Yu lies, but...Yu wouldn't admit to something like this if he was lying.
Yu wouldn't want to hurt him. So does that mean Allen lied...for Yu? And not because he wanted to keep things from Alma? But if he lied to Alma for Yu, who else would be lie to Alma for? Lavi? Miranda? Lenalee? How can he trust Allen and the others not to lie to him?]
It hurts. It hurts a lot. The dreams haven't gone away. I wanted them to stop, but they didn't, and now I know everything. And I can't forgive them. I can barely hold it all inside.