I mean... I'm in charge of a squad back home -- or was. Courtmartial and all. [ A pause as she digresses. ] Nevermindthatatall.
The point is that, I'm looked up to for leadership and guidance a lot. Sometimes it's really easy, and I feel like I'm a natural at it. I just give some orders, everyone hops in their tanks, and we ride off like we're unstoppable!
But then other times, I'm scared to death. Scared of losing comrades. Scared of failing. [ Deep breath. ] That doesn't stop me from facing my duty, though. It doesn't keep me from living my life like I do every day. [ Seemingly, without a care in the world. ]