[Her teeth clench. She knows that. She knows all of that. And the danger that poor Yori went through just to see her. It isn't anything that is lost on her. What else was she supposed to do? She's been doing nothing but trying her best.]
You don't know anything at all.
[There have been countless numbers of letters, nights crying in bed, and immense homesickness so strong that at times it felt like her heart might simply stop. Not once did she ever forget how much she missed and loved everyone. How much she still misses and loves everyone.]
Do you think that... that the last year has been nothing more than a walk in the park? Just don't. Don't make up my feelings or motivations for me. [It was only her memories and feelings that she had, what she had clung to while in that room, too much of a wreck to even use her fangs properly.] You don't know.