I know that... people that care about me would wish that I survived even at the cost of the other ten. And I know I would my own life for my sister's or Kamui-san's, even if it upset them, and I know they would do the same for me, even if it upset me, and that hurts-- I can't imagine if it was ten people. Even if I didn't care about them--
As much good as I can do alive, I can't be strong enough to live at the cost of other's lives.