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[He waits until it is late enough for the beach to be practically empty. Sitting down near a table he grabs a pen and a piece of paper and lets his thoughts flow into the paper. They are supposed to write something for those whom they miss dearly; he misses his family, yet the letter he is writing is not for Gwendal. Not for his mother, nor for Greta. It’s for a person he has not seen in a long time.]
Yuuri: It has been more than a month since the last time we talked as friends. There has not been a day in which you don’t cross my mind. I want to know, how are you? How is your pet Momo? Have you met new inmates? Are you happy? I wish I could speak with you again. Even though my heart selfishly yearns to be by your side, I won’t let that happen.
You taught me how painful loving someone can get. You reminded me of how devastating loneliness can be. You are the reason life seems like a worthless struggle.
You were important. You were my everything. You are both the best and the worst thing that could have ever happened to me.
If by perchance you are to come across of this letter, don’t try to contact me. Keep your distance and stay away from me. It is best for both of us to stay away from each other. My heart bears so much pain and hatred next time I see you, knowing myself, I probably won’t hesitate to hurt you. Everytime I see you, I long for revenge and I want you to suffer for what you did to me. I am a terrible person, Yuuri, despicable and an egoist-- sometimes, I even find myself wishing Joshua would break your heart the same way you broke mine. Wishing you could taste the sour taste of being betrayed by a loved one.
Wishing you were living the same hell I am.
In spite of that, I have not forgotten my sworn duty as your retainer. If dangerous events are to arise, I’ll do everything in my power to be as useful as I can be, for I swore to protect you and stay by your side. I made an oath, promising to help you become a fine king and I intend to keep my word. At times, I honestly am at a loss for which one is more painful: If being away from you or staying by your side. Because even though I hate you, even though I wish I had never crossed paths with you… I still love you. You are always in my mind and in my heart.
Knowing you, you probably would think I’m being complicated and you might not understand me now, but maybe in time you will. I want you meet people, grow up, get hurt, and love without holding back. Become strong. Become happy. If time allows my wounds to heal and allows you to see your istke, and allows both of us to mature, maybe then we might be able to be together again.
You might have not chosen me, but I chose you; I will always be waiting for you. Even though it pains me not to be there by your side, I know my greatest wish will be granted: I know my brothers and other people will help you become the most admirable King and the excellent person I know you can become.
My hearts grieves knowing I won't be there.
It would have been nice if you would have given me the chance to live such things together.
Sincerely, Lord Wolfram von Bielefeld.
After he is done writing the letter, he folds the piece of paper neatly and carefully attaches it to the little bamboo raft. Carrying it to the water, glazy emerald eyes watch over the floating raft, looking how small waves make the letter slowly disappear into the darkness of the night.] ------- {ooc: Feel free to come across a sad!Wolfram.~ guy needs luv and lots of hugs :< However, the contents of the letter will be available to no one but Yuuri. Also, Haunt, if Yuuri comes across the letter or not, that’s entirely up to you.}
Edit: SO, Aka is a big airhead and somehow she managed to hallucinate the event was the river version of the Tanabata (in which wishes are sent afloat in bambo pieces.) I'm so sorry! Can we pretend Wolfie misheard the instructions or something? I-I'm so embarrassed. And so sorry ;A;