[When she sees the disgust on his face, she pulls away a little and sets Asuka on the arm of the couch, drawing her knees up to her chest. If he's disgusted with the plan, he must also be disgusted with her for having played her part in it.
She never should have told him. But how could she have avoided it? Instrumentality is an essential part of what she is, no matter how much she despises it. It is the reason for her creation.]