[Asuka's letter]
[As always, the letter is written in small, precise, almost cramped Japanese characters, and the paper is a plain sheet of looseleaf.
Rei doesn't know why she uses Asuka's first name this time. She only knows that it feels important.]
Asuka,
I have been advised not to speak to you until you have had time to settle in to your new life here, but there are things that I believe you should know. I will share some of them with you here, and others will be shared in person whenever you choose.
First, you should be aware that I have planned for the possibility that Lilith may somehow take over my body and cause a disturbance. If that should occur, I have entrusted my life to a man named Naoya-san - he has been instructed to obtain the Lance of Longinus from our world, as it will pierce any AT Field and should be capable of killing a body made of human DNA. If you wish to be of any aid, I am sure he will appreciate your expertise in the destruction of Angels. I trust both he and you not to act before it becomes necessary.
I do not wish to harm humanity. I consider it my duty to protect humanity. They are Lilith's children, and Ikari Yui-san gave everything in order to ensure their continued survival. I honour their wishes with my entire being.
There is much more that you must know, but I will not share it here. When you are prepared to know the truth behind NERV and the future planned beyond the Angel attacks, I trust that you will come to me. I will await that day, and trouble you no further in the meantime.
- Ayanami Rei
[The postcript, unlike the letter, is written in pencil, with obvious eraser smudges. Rei clearly struggled over this much more personal part.]
PS: I have become aware in recent weeks that I made a grave error when you offered your friendship to me. Understand that I was raised not to value the company of others, and thus did not grasp the value of friendship. I should have accepted your offer, Soryu-san. I know that it is too late to alter my answer, but I feel that you should know that I do now understand.