[voice]
Demons exist?! Wait, don't even answer that.
Understand, huh. Listen. Killing Angels is the only thing I've got. It's the only thing that [ makes me worth something ] I can do and I'm good at it. But unless there are a pile of Angels waiting outside so that I can rip out their guts, there's absolutely nothing here for me. [ talking faster ] I'm not like Ayanami. I don't have stupid friends here that'll make me feel better about myself. The only thing I have is my Evangelion.
But it's not here! I don't have anything anymore. Can you really even understand that?!