Excuse the TL;DR Z-Zero has struck even more nerves. DX
[By far those words hurt much worse than any of his previous ones. If it wasn't for her very existence...likely Zero would be human and alive and well with his brother. If it wasn't for her existence...her parents wouldn't have needed to sacrifice themselves. The school would have been left in peace
WORST of all, was that while she knew all of that. The wounds that were still healing upon Zero's body...were enough to lightly tint the color of Yuuki's eyes a darker red. Above anyone else's blood in the dome, Zero's was intoxicating.
The vampire within her wanted to clamp her mouth around his throat and dig her fangs deep into his neck until she finished every last drop of blood that continued to tease and taunt her senses. It was difficult and distracting at best. Selfish was the worst kind of understatement, she realized, feeling horrified and disgusted with herself.]
I never asked--! I never wanted...
[She had to reign in her emotions, frustration, hurt, and anger all swirling together. Mostly though...she just felt incredibly sad.]You...really must just hate me so much.
Oniisama...Oniisama and myself are working toward the goal of preventing such tragedies like that from ever happening again. It's not something I would want. Or want repeated.
[And WHY couldn't she get his cursed scent out of her head? Stressed she wanted desperately for a change of subject. Couldn't the subject just remain clear from her She already knew what a tainted being she was.]