Geass is nothing like that! [Her anger recedes a little. She knows that there are things she will always regret, and that there are moments she can never take back. Such as allowing herself to be so blindly led by their father. She cannot apologize to all those people she took families, homes and lives from, and, to be perfectly honest, she isn't sure if she has accepted her shortcomings enough to do so, but that's not what this is about.]
It's a power that corrupts the will and the mind. It's nothing like the machines we have built with our own strength. It's more unethical and corrupt than anything we have ever done! So don't you dare turn this around on me! Why, Clovis? Your own brother! And... [Her voice shakes and she hates herself for getting so worked up over this.] ...and Guilford, of all people. [Her voice lowers.] ...Even me.
[She steps forward again, as if Suzaku isn't there, her shoulder pushing against his chest, but her hands and arms conveniently twisting out of his reach. The blazing fire has abated from her gaze and she somehow just looks sorry for him.]
What he did to you, it had nothing to do with the rest of us. [She searched so long and hard for answers to what happened that day with Marianne, Nunnally, Lelouch... she wanted to know because she cared, because family has always been most important to her. Was there really no other way for him to protect Nunnally than to murder his siblings? So foolish!] I don't care what you did to me then; what that repugnant power forced me to aid you with, but you will tell me now if it will have any effect on me in the future!